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2007-12-16T18:18:00.000-08:00

Hi Pple,

Announcement!!
I dont think i will write in this blog anymore. But i wont close it.. just for memories. Ha!
I have started multiply.. to view posts of pictures of me, kindly click:
www.yunzstan.multiply.com and give comments, whether blogger is better or multiply is better.. as in easier for u all.

Thanks!! :)

2007-11-15T07:00:00.001-08:00

Finally, one paper down.. one last one to go!!!

I;m so happy.. coz I'm only left with one more year of study.. and only 30 cu left.. instead of 40. Meaning, i only need to take 3 modules next sem.. and final sem, 2 modules.. coz last module, strategy is a 10cu course.

Modules for next sem:
- Multivariate analysis (project)
- Services marketing (Exams)
- How to set up and manage a business (project)

Only 1 exam next sem and one module lesser. I'm a happy girl!! I can endure it through, one more yr only!!!!!

Hhaa.. i wasnt like this few days ago. Or maybe even up till yest. Was feeling so demoralised, cant finish studying my consumer behaviour paper, which is today.. (I just finished my paper). So many things to remember.. 7 steps of decision process, attitudes, motivation, demographics, values, knowledge, social groups, children market.. and alot more. sucks man!!!!!!!! Study textbook.. yeah, but the more i study the more i forget the points.. Hmm, so for my next exam, Marketing communications, which is on tues, i'm only gonna focus on notes.. Textbook, i shall see how la.

Oh ya, my 2nd appointment is tmr!!!! :)

I know i'm lagging in photos.. i have alot alot of photos to upload!! Pls be patient ya.. i promise to upload after i finish my paper next tues... coz i'm a free girl then!!! At least all the way till end jan 08. Will have lots of activities, so more photos to upload too.. Stay tune!!

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2007-10-14T22:32:00.000-07:00

It took me so many tries to upload this video..

Still got one more...

FINALLY!!!!!!! After so many tries... almost give up. Haha.

Photos again.

Sam and Pam.. the couple who went flat hunting with us and ROM on the same day as us.. just 5 mins before. And did i mention, Pam's a great cook!! :)

The flowers are beautiful!!

Always trying to show off his dimples..

Do i look like run away bride here?

2007-10-14T19:26:00.000-07:00

Many apologies for neglecting this blog. I had wanted to switch to multiply.. and had actually posted afew entries and photos there. But, guess i'm still more used to blogspot. So i guess.. i'm still stuck here.

Ok, to update on what i have missed out here, i went to extend my hair, its abt 1 month old now.. dropped alittle bit le.. but still nice. :)

I had my ROM on 05-Oct-07, treated our parents to yum cha and a bbq chalet that nite for our friends. (Pics will be posted.)

I went hotel hunting.... now full of quotes from hotels.. Ha! Initially wanted to jump straight and book The Legends at Fort Canning for their outdoor marquee.. But due to negative response from our parents, the marquee is out, considering the ball room, but guess.. will look around for more hotels. Novotel, Holiday Inn Park View and Furama Riverfront looks good. Waiting for this weekend to look at their ballroom and package.

And.... I'm dying soon! From all the projects..... group projects, individual projects, all the datelines are like so close to each other. After individual project, i can only allow myself to my 1 day rest, then i have to study for my exams, which is like only 1.5 weeks away after submitting my individual project. Stress!! Joey and steph actually considering of taking less modules next sem. Which means, graduating at a later time. I think i got to endure, cant afford to do that. This is the problem with me, i want everything to finish fast. *sigh*

Ok, photos!!! Not intact, due to too many cameras.. These photo are only from my camera, steph's and kel's.

In his car, going to fort canning park. Nervous.

Okok, relax and smile! I love my hair that day! :)

With my parents.. my bro is missing. Couldnt make it due to army.

His 2 crappy brothers, who made themselves free to come down.

Waiting for Sam and Pam to finish, before its our turn.

Nervous. Haha.

Our turn soon! And Steph's still not here!

Finally, she made it.. thanks Kel for taking such a nice photo!

Waiting to go in..

Trying to be solemn here. We failed later. Look On.

Ok, this part too many photos already. Lazy to upload.. if u all want, come my house see la. *grinz*... videos will do..

Continue a very funny video at next entry

2007-08-15T18:01:00.000-07:00

I'll be going to Bangkok tmr!!!

Like again.. haha.

Hopefully when i'm back, wont be too lazy to upload the photographs. Might be meeting chris too.. she's there one day earlier than me with her friends. Nope, this is not planned. Just a coincident. So we thought, why not meet up for drinks? :)

Was thinking if i should change from blogger to multiply, where i'll just load those pictures. But, that will mean all my past entries for here will be gone. hmm... had this blog for almost 3 yrs? *heart pain*

Pretty busy these few days. With quiz, projects coming up..
Plans for ROM. actually not much planning. My friends are like more anxious than i was. Ha!

Oh ya.. the owner for the house i bought has found a place.. so the first appointment for us will most prob be on 9 Oct 07.. 4 days after the ROM. Hmm.. oct.. full of events.

Little things might change starting from Sept.. hopefully its for the better.. And we can do what we would like to do to the house sooner. :)

I went to St James last sat.. after going to a pub at neil street to 'celebrate' Karen's birthday. "celebrate" is becoz we only go there and sit by ourselves and play.. when karen is here, we are ready to go. Stanrick proceeded to play pools with his friend while i went St James with Lynn and Lilian.
Went to all clubs.. etc dragonfly. Been there once in Feb. Bad impression. Very crowded in all clubs.. lots of ang mos.. but i didnt quite enjoy myself. Maybe its the music? Or maybe i'm just too used to double old. Or maybe i'm too old.. to even club or dance. Stayed for only 1+ hour.. Stanrick came fetch me and we went home. Was home at 3am and i was like dead beat. Haha.. yah, i'm really like old.. If u compare to those who can stay till 6am..

Till then.. stay tune!

2007-07-28T06:47:00.001-07:00

Collected the wedding bands today. Hmm... feels kind of funny. I'm going for ROM soon. On 05 Oct 07. Just a simply thing inside.. with parents. Will be having either a drinking session on that night itself with friends or a chalet the next day.

Wedding dinner will most prob only be in 2009.

Its like so unexpected, all of a sudden.

Nay nay.. nothing happened to me. Not shot gun. ^_^

We bought a 5 room flat at CCK. So, thats why the rush for ROM..
Anyway, even my dad is pleased with this flat we bought. At least its kinda big, no west sun.. and the money above valuation is reasonable.

But, all these are stressing me out. 17k above valuation, 3k+ for agent.. money for renovations.. ROM. Wah, wonder how long later before all these can be cleared and i will be stress free again.

Lesson is starting again, next thurs.. assignment stress coming up again. Help!!!!

Oh ya, i did a very fun thing last sat. I went cycling at pulau Ubin!! I know i know.. dengue fever. Ha! But we still went.. cycling in the rain, full of mud, the slopes..uphill and downhill.. tiring but fun. Not forgetting the coconut drinks and the ghost stories, and my fall. Ya, i fell while turning back to look at stanrick, to make sure he didnt cycle over a dead rat. Luckily, no injuries. Stanrick still thought his wedding is going to be gone. Rushed down from his bike and ran over.. telling me i fell in a slow motion manner. Truth is, i really feel is slow motion. Something is holding me back? U know, i could have rolled down the slope or something. Inside, i didnt even bleed or have any injuries. Funny?

Stanrick's colleague are a fun bunch of pple. Too bad we cant stay overnight. I hope to do more of these again. Took photos but lazy to update. Will do it next time.

I must do something more to push myself to achieve what i want. :)

2007-06-09T09:08:00.000-07:00

A very tiring sat for me..

Went to lot1 on friday after my work to collect my ring as we sent it for resetting. Headed back to stanrick's place to accompany his granny. Woke up so early on sat morning. 8.30am!!! Zzzzz...

Went over to town at 11+am. Wow, it was already crowded. GSS.. hmm.. Wanted to buy clothes, but couldnt see any, and my time's limited. Both of us just bought a perfume each. Rushed back to his place at around 2+pm.. had lunch and went out again. Had appointment with agent at 3.45pm. His granny came along with us too. Viewed a total of abt 8 houses. There's one we quite like, and its near my parents place. But considering if we shld make an offer and how much, since the valuation will only be out next week.. Going to view 4 more houses tmr first.

Called Peter uncle to ask and well, its always nice to have someone so knowledgeable abt property to guide u along.. Shall wait for tmr to make an offer to 'test water'. ha...

After that, sent his granny to his aunt's place before rushing home, yet again, to change and went over to bukit panjang plaza, to get tennis balls. Reached Sam's place at 7.30pm and played tennis till 9.30pm. Yeah, i guess i'm slowly getting the hang of it, though not an expert.. but practise makes perfect!! Anyway, its a good sports.. :)

Went for dinner after that at bukit timah and then headed home.. was real tired.
We came to a conclusion that both of us are stressed over these things, as both of us are not in the best of moods. Everything's being pushed forward. Its like IF we really get the house, we have to ROM soon.. hmm.. everything's so fast. Lets just leave it to fate if we manage to get the house. Coz if we dont, we'll do somemore hunting around, though not as much as now.. We'll just slowly wait for the bi-monthly sales in Oct, where we'll go thru the queueing for numbers, balloting and then see how. If we dont get it in Oct.. will wait for April's bi-monthly.. then things will slow down and go according to actual plan.
Right now we're rushing because we dont want to my dad to say this some years down the road. - "see? told u all to hurry but u all didnt."
At least if we didnt get the house, we can tell him we did try but its just that its not successful. :) It will also do our hearts good as we wont regret anything next time.

But, at least.. we're prepared if things are really moving in the fast forward mode.

2007-06-05T06:55:00.000-07:00

Now to a lighter note.. Had Muthu curry at suntec with stanrick, Sam and pam on sat.. ordered quite alot.. and the food there is nice!!!!!!! Watched shrek 3 too.. hmm, ok show. :)

Its nice going out with them.. i mean, i can really talk to Pam.. such a nice girl.. Sam, u're lucky!! She was worried i wouldnt like the show.. keep asking me if i'm alright. haha.

Its really been very healthy lifestyle for me.. I mean, i'm either with my family.. off to stanrick's house or his aunt's place.. or out with the couple. No drinkings or anything at all. Not even a little. As you can see from my blog, almost 2 months i've not been clubbing. Is it a Wow or what? haha..

2007-06-05T06:21:00.000-07:00

Growing up is a stressful stage. You have to think of marriage, house etc...

Been thinking of getting a home for the both of us. Was looking around CCK area.. My dad's nagging me.. want to buy faster buy.. later prices keep going up.. worse.

We're thinking of getting a resale flat and prob near my parents. Was looking at the open market.. this sat will be going house viewing again. But problem with resale flat is that you have to fork out the value the owner is asking, that is above valuation in CASH. We saw a unit.. valuation at 236k.. but owner asking for 260k.. that is 24k in cash??!!! omg...

I mean, i'm still studying.. stanrick has only worked for a year, then need to finance for his car.. hai..

Buying a house is definately a problem.. But we still have to go thru it.. Hopefully the ERA agent can get us better deals. Otherwise prob have to wait till Oct for the bi-monthly sales from HDB.

Just hope my dad dont nag at me again..... Ya ya.. i know. Price is going up. But wat to do???

2007-05-28T07:13:00.000-07:00

My Proposal ring... That silly guy is so nervous over the whole thing. enough said. :):):)

2007-05-26T07:58:00.000-07:00

Been long since i've blog.. i'm just lazy. :)

Keep thinking of this issue for some time now..

Shld a couple let one another have more freedom, in terms of meeting ex gf/bf, knowing more of the opposite sex, just because they are getting married soon.. and the trust will be there? Or.. maybe.. they are going to get married, the more they shld avoid things that will cause the relationship to be shaky..

Haha.. am i being blur?

Well, lets take an example..

I have a friend.. Lets call her P.. She has been together with S for some time now.. and they are planning to get married next yr. One day, she asked me this question. If u are the one tying the knot, will u frek out? As in.. will u feel happy or unsure or ????

Seriously, i have no ans to that.. I dont want to think so far as yet. Lets just leave things to take its nature course.

She answered me.. actually i'm very scared.. Next few weeks later, i heard that P and S keep quarrelling.. because of the wedding plans, the booking of dates, the hotels etc.. and that P keep giving S attitude. Why? ~ Because.. P keep dreaming abt her ex bf recently.. She feels so bad towards S. They are getting married soon but she's still deaming abt her ex. What does all these mean?

I mean.. is it normal? Or shld P feel something is wrong? I have no answer to it....

To me, ex gfs/ex bfs are all in the past.. true, they did come into our lives before, but it ended because or whatever reason, but its just not fated to be. If you are seriously happy in your current relationship and if you are already planning to go to the next stage, dont let it affect you. Exs are past. You cant erase your past, but you cant go back to it too.. You can only look back, know what is wrong or what is right and beautiful and then move forward.. The only advise for her is that, if you bring an ex back into your memory, you will only jeapodise whatever good things you have in your relationship now..

S is understanding enough to tell her its alright... But is it really alright in his heart? Will this become another topic of arguements shld they pick up a fight in future? No one knows... Let just hope P dont screw things up..

Well, i welcome any comments regarding this issue. :)

2007-05-18T09:23:00.000-07:00

My exams are finally over!!

Both papers are okay.. just that Marketing is abit on the tough side..
Anyway i'm just happy its over.. imagine 2 papers on consecutive days.. can die!

Was feeling sick since monday.. so couldnt really concentrate on studying... Took leave on Wed, thurs, and fri.. and ya.. thurs and fri was my paper. Slept half the day on wed.. which leaves me only half day to revise 2 papers.. haha!

Next sem.. i'm not going to be so stupid to choose 2 modules that will have exams on consecutive days.. 1 time lesson is enough..

Finally.... no lessons till end of july.. yeah!!!!!!
Sleeping now.. gonna make up for lack of sleep.. nite world!

2007-04-27T21:55:00.000-07:00

Bangkok Trip 21/04/07~ 3rd day

Supposed to meet at the girls' room at 10am bangkok time but the girls overslept. Went over their room and they are just awake. Had Dunkin Donuts and sushi for breakfast. Xing Fu~
Packed up and they check out their rooms and move their things over to our rooms. Stanrick and my room only need to check out at 6pm.
Then, we went back to MBK again coz there are still things to get.. We havent buy Sel's things and Steph have not buy Kelvin's things.. also, there are foodstuffs to get.

Reached there at abt 11.30am. We split up to shop coz there's no more time to wait for each other. Steph and i bought a pair of shoe and a bag for Sel. Last min, i got myself a pair of podka dot shoes too. Went up to 3rd level for bags and got a black bag for my mum and a white one for myself. Shall take photos of them soon. Stanrick bought himself some hair gel again and we went to their body care shop and bought some body and hair cares there. Went up to 6th leveel, wanted to get a padlock. Smelled something weird.. then saw smoke coming out from opposite. Quickly buy the padlock. Then suddenly, a guy came to tell the shop owner something and she ran towards the foodcourt direction where the smoke is coming out from. Suddely, lots of people walking very fast and running.. trying to get out. Stanrick and i quickly went down the escalator. People are pushing and pushing.. But when we reach 3rd level, everything seemed normal. Just a lot of pple going down escalator. Think they still dont know something happened. I called Steph, and she still wanna shop till 2pm, which is 1 more hr to go. Stanrick and i went down to 1st level to ask the information counter. She said its just a small fire and its being put out. We slack for a while a 1st level, but realised the smoke is getting thicker and more pple are heading out of MBK. SOme shops, including KFC has closed their shop. Called Steph and they finally realised the suitation. Told them to meet outside.

Fire engines came.. a total of 7 of them.. Small fire? I dont think so. Steph came out and is still grumbling abt her dunkin donuts. We still havent buy them. But she was already carrying lots of things! 11-12 bags and 4 shirts for kelvin, and a big bag with those skin cares. Joey's not bad herself. But not as 'kua zhang' as steph.

Wanted to take cab back to hotel and put our things but no cabs is available. Finally we decided to squeeze into a 'toot-toot' after waiting under the hot sun for 15 mins.

Exciting riding a 'toot-toot' and thought its very squeezy, stanrick and steph sitting on opposite sides and might fall off anytime, we still managed to take a photo. Yeah~

Went back hotel and Steph beginning showing us what she bought. Bought a necklace and a ring for 1800 bucks. Rested a while and we went downstairs for a massage and lunch. The time is abt 2pm. We still have 3 hrs before we have to check out and head to airport. Reached the lobby and suddenly, steph says her necklace and ring is missing. Search her bag and she even went upstairs to search luggage etc, all dont hvae. She came down looking sad. We decided to proceed on with our massage and lunch first before heading back to help her find.

Went for traditional thai massage with joey and stanrick while steph chose to go for oil massage. My first time doing the traditional thai massage. A great experience. Haha!!

Outside the massage place, waiting for steph. We finished slightly earlier. Its already 4pm. We only have 1 more hour left.

Me and Stanrick outside the restaurant bug and beetle, waiting to go in for our lunch.. damn hungry!!!

At the restaurant while waiting for our food.

The girls.. Steph can still force a smile. She's feeling kidda moody and upset.

Joey and her lunch.

My lunch! The curry's super nice!

Too hungry and busy eating.

Stanrick's lunch.

Our skinny chicken wings. Its really skinny! Wonder if the chickens there are malnourish.

And finally, our waffles. Each of us had one each. Except im sharing with stanrick coz i ate lots of those skinny chicken wings.

Rushed back to hotel and its already 4.45pm. Search our bags and whole room for steph's ring and necklace and still couldnt find. Steph check out with a heavy heart. Took a cab to airport, reached at close to 6pm and she's still feeling very moody and very quiet.

Our flight is at 8pm bangkok time, reached back singapore at 11+pm. Steph's bf, kelvin came to fetch us and treated us prata. Headed back to steph's house to take stanrick's car and they began talks of how they heard noises. I heard it took, thought not very sure. But we didnt tell each other. We only discussed on that day, which made it more errie. Will write abt that next time. Sent joey home and reached home at abt 2am. Steph called and said she found her necklace and ring, which is so weird, hidden under the shirts she bought for kelvin.

Concussed till next morning. Super tired but a fun trip! Too bad Suan Lum night bazaar is closing in end of April.

:( Looking forward to a next trip soon!!

2007-04-27T19:13:00.000-07:00

Bangkok Trip 20/04/07~ 2nd Day

Met up at 9am, bangkok time and off we go for our breakfast at Burger King which is near our hotel.

Took photos at the lobby again before beginning another day of shopping.

Stanrick and I. Why am i always wanting to box him? I forgot. Think he's reluctant to take photo again. Haha.

My Breakfast at Burger King.

After that, took a cab to Erawan Shrine, the 'si mian fo' to pray. Didnt know how to go about doing it. Spent some time under the hot sun watching how people do before we pray. Bangkok's really hot!!!

Then, took a cab again to MBK for our shopping spree. Surprisingly, i didnt buy alot of things there. Stanrick only bought some hair gel thingy there and I bought 2 key pouches, one for my mum and one for my dad, a watch for myself for my exams, and 2 sunglasses. One's mine and the other stanrick's.

Steph bought lots of bags there.. Joey got some of her things as well. The girls are crazy. Bought some many things in Watsons. Big bag small bag kind.. Ha..

Stanrick gave a black face again then. Think he's hungry. Went to the MBK foodcourt for lunch~ Shark fin's and rice. Very very nice!! When the girls went to exchange the coupons for us to buy food, had a slight arguement with stanrick. He was very pek cek because we keep walking around and shop and think his patience wore off. I was angry too and told him next time he no need to come anymore. Haha. But after the girls come back and we went to get our drinks, he's ok already. Apologised and said he's hungry and not used to walking for so long. Well, he's actually very good already. Just stand there quietly to wait while we look at our things. So i feel i shouldnt be too much and still be angry with him. So we made peace. :)

Initially was too angry and sianz, so forgot to take the lunch we ate. Haha. After lunch, we continue shopping again. The girls went to the 3rd floor to look at more bags, while stanrick and I went to the 4th floor to look at electronics stuff. My turn to wait for him to look at his things. But its ok, since he's been accompanying me. The hps there are so cheap!!! Still, we didnt get anything.

Met up with the girls later.. initially wanted to go for massage but there's no time. 4+pm bangkok time. Steph gonna meet her counter parts at 6pm at Suan Lum night bazaar. So we headed back to hotel to put our things and take a rest.

In the hotel room. Demostrating how we feel in the food court at MBK just now. We are so mad at each other that we feel like punching each other.

Of course we didnt, so we just stare hard at each other.

After a while, things are fine and we are back to the loving us. Give you a kiss for being so nice. First to give in and apologize. Look at his smug face.

The happy us after our lunch and his walk around at the electronics floor... and finally, resting at hotel.

Went over to the girls' room to see what they bought and to chit chat. Took a playful photo with joey.

Me and Steph.

Steph and Joey starting their pillow fights. Girls... *shake head*

Me and joey.. fighting or feeding each other? Hahaha..

She's trying to demo how stanrick always like to put his arms around my neck, like trying to strangle me. A bit fail la.. ha. But a funny pix. Who cares abt image?

Finally a normal pix. We're all 'hua chi'.

Haha. It looks like i'm at hawaii. Which that thing.

Joey too, look at the way she wanna eat her graphs..

Steph thinks that we are 'bo liao'. Instead she choose to take a sweet photo, all nicely dressed up in her new top and new earrings, preparing to meet her counter parts.

In the cab, on the way to Suam Lum night bazaar again.

The slipper that joey and i bought on the first day at Suam Lum. Very comfortable. The left leg is joey's.. hers is a purple one with flowers. The right side is mine.. a pink one with flowers.

Steph went to find her friends while the 3 of us decide what to have for dinner.

Settled for a restuarant, dont know wat steak house.. i've short term memory. haha. Stanrick finally smile, coz he's back at his favourite Suan Lum and we're waiting for dinner.. of course! Ha.

Joey and I while waiting for food.

Our heineken beer.. its cheap there. 79 bucks per bottle. Which is like $3 at a restaurant?

My dinner. Chicken steak.

Stanrick's dinner. Sirlon steak.

As joey's sitting in front of us, didnt take her food. Pork dont know what. Coz the food's really so tempting i dont want to waste more time taking photos. haha.

Drinking our beer.

Me and Stanrick.. We spent quite some time there coz we're only meeting steph at around 9pm. So we chatted abt lots of things, relationships, family and work..

Met steph after that and started our shopping. This time round, Stanrick's turn to buy things. Finally. He bought tshirts, boxers, a pair of slipper again, 2 fishermen's pants and a key chain. For me, i only bought some shorts and a black dress, to go with my red belt i bought the day before.

Took a cab back to hotel at close to 11pm. Too tired..

Things we bought on the 2nd day. 1st half of the bed.

Things we bought on the 2nd day, 2nd half of the bed.

Finally, me with my black dress and red belt.

Bathe and went down to get our welcome drink. All of us had red wine and was feeling tipsy and tired. Had a very good night sleep. :)

2007-04-27T07:08:00.001-07:00

Bangkok Trip 19/04/07~ First day

Woke up even earlier than the usual days I have to work. 6.30am. Stanrick was at Sam's house the previous night. So i had to pack his stuffs for him and bring eveything down to the carpark and meet him at 7.30am as he have to go home to "let his granny see" before we go bangkok. His granny went korea the same day as we left for bangkok. Just that ours is noon flight and hers is night flight. Bought prata back to his house, had breakfast and proceeded to stephanie's house at joo chiat. Stanrick left his car there, so that steph's dad can 'look' after it for him for the 3 days. Ha. Steph's dad drove us to airport and met joey at 10am.

While waiting for check in of luggage. Joey looks cute with her new hair style. Stanrick keep calling her 'sha da jie'.

He's being forced to take this picture. Can see his 'bu gan yuan' face. Haha!

Too bored in the plane, thought its only a 2 hr flight. Slept the first thing we are on board and took this only like 15mins before reaching bangkok.

Arrived and took a cab to Pan Pacific Hotel. Its really nice!! Mine and stanrick's room. Steph and joey's room is just beside us. We dont even have to close our door coz we have a 'main door' for both of our rooms. Cool. I didnt want to take the bathroom coz i'm usually scared of it and though the hotel looks bright, i just feel there's something errie in the toilet.

We're staying at the 27th floor and so, the view is fantastic!

Took a rest in the hotel for like 15mins and bangkok time is close to 2.30pm. Then we left for our first destination, PLatinum shopping mall.

Outside the hotel lobby.

With the girls. We're so excited!!!!

Wanted to go find a massage place that steph's friend recommend, but walk and walk and we still cant find. Had lunch at MacDonald's. I know, stupid. But its the nearest place to grab something to eat. I'm so damn hungry! Walked again for like another 20mins under the hote hot sun before we give up and took a cab straight to platinum fashion mall. Not as great as what i anticipated. You have to really get in bulks, like 3 pcs and above before the things can be cheap. But 3 of us dont really have similar taste so cant really get so many things in the same shop. In the end, only bought undies(lots of them and they're cheap!), a skirt and belts there. Stanrick gave a black face, since we've been walking for 2 hrs plus non stop and the things there are all girly stuffs. Decided to call it a break and head for dinner at chinatown. Took cab again. Bangkok's traffic is bad. Think we are stuck in the jam for like 20mins.

Very long didnt see this already right! Coke in a glass bottle! and its only 10bucks.

Dinner. Forgot to take the tom yam soup. Too busy eating.

Joey feeding steph. How sweet. ^_^

Guess where are we? Heading to the bird nest shop immediately after dinner and all of us had a bowl of bird nest each! I know.. we're pigs.

Waiting for our bird nest.

He's happier. Definately much better than we're at Platinum mall. Should have took his photo. But i know he'll be more angry.

The 'black' and 'white' bird nest. Quite nice la..

Both of them enjoying theirs.

Took cab again and proceeded to Suan Lum night bazaar. As it turns out, stanrick loves it there. He was like wow, wow.. and this is then call shopping in bangkok. I'm surprised. Still thought he will find it crowded and hot. He's even the one who said he wanna go back on the 2nd night, since steph's colleague says that patpong night market is kind of dangerous.

Near the entrance of Suan Lum night bazaar.

Who's that lady behind? And why is stanrick always hiding behind me? Hmm..

Its very hot there and we did lots of bargaining. Stanrick didnt want to bargain at all. Well, he'll change his thinking soon...

At the end of the night, he only bought a pair of slippers for the whole day of shopping. Think he wanna save it for the 2nd day. For me, i bought a pair of slipper, a skirt, an nice black clutch bag, and an addidas bag for my bro. Not much things but the whole day we spent a total of 3k+ bucks on purchases, food and cab fares. Equivalent to abt $150+? Cant really remember and lazy to count.

Then, being tired and sticky, we took a cab back to our hotel at around 11+pm bangkok time. Went over to 7-11 to buy some drinks and toiletries.

Tada! Back at hotel and this is what we see. Robes made out nicely and flowers on the pillow. They also have ice in their thermo flask. Heavenly to drink ice cold coke at such hot country. Hey, i've been drinking coke with stanrick everyday! Ha!

Shagged us but satisfied after one day of good food and shopping. Yeah, stanrick agreed the shopping part is good too. But he only mentioned Suan Lum night bazaar. Haha!

He laid our, or should i say my purchases on the bed and took a photo of them. Can you see the slipper beside the red belt? Its the only thing he bought for himself. The white belt and the addidas white bag is for my bro. The rest oif the things are mine. Not alot what.....

Tried out the top, skirt and bag i bought. Not bad. haha.

Bathe and sleep. And got ready for our day 2......

2007-04-18T06:09:00.000-07:00

I'm going bangkok in less than 24hrs time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stay tune.. will be back with loads of photos!!!

2007-04-14T10:27:00.000-07:00

12/04/07~

Went to work and then headed home. Freaking tired. At 10+pm, received a "surprise" from Sel and Steph. "Surprise" coz selena has told me abt it. She's afraid i will go out or go sleep. They came to my house with my birthday cake. Thanks girls.. i'm so touched and happy. It was late and all of u are tired. But still....... thanks!! *beam*

Cut 2 cakes and blow 2 candles that day. haha! Unusual for me..

Me, Sel and Steph. Too bad joey stay too far away. :)

I had a really happy birthday this year. Thanks to everyone..

2007-04-14T09:50:00.000-07:00

11/04/07~

As usual, went to work.. Had company dinner that day at IMM's Hoshi Japanese Restuarant. Teppankayi, to celebrate my lady boss's birthday(11/04/07) as well as my birthday(12/04/07). The food there is nice and very big portion.. the chief cooking for us is good looking too! Ha.. so they were all saying.. u eat good food, ur eyes also get to see nice things. Heavenly!

Anyway, was kinda angry with stanrick in the beginning. He called me when i just reached the restuarant, telling me he will only come back to my house at 11+ or 12+ as he's meeting his friends for dinner. I mean, i'm not angry with him meeting his friends for dinner. I already knew abt it. I'm angry becoz if he come back at 12+, it will be pass 12am. We wanted to spend it together.. the exact 12am. To reinforce, he still say its once a year only. I was too angry to think.. wat once a year? U meet ur friends almost every now and then.. but...

We cut cake and drank tea, chat etc.. by then my stomach is bursting. I'm so full!!!!! Dinner ended at around 9.45pm. My boss sending us home and while we were walking towards his car, stanrick send me a msg.

Stanrick: "Where are you?"

Me: "dinner just ended. going back now. why?

Stanrick: "Nothing just asking"

Me: "Nothing then dont ask. Anyway it doesnt affect u" (I sounded really pissed. And i am.)

Stanrick: "I'm now at zouk."

Me: "Huh.. how come? And you dont have the decency to tell me until now. Who are you with?"

Stanrick: "with girls and nick, anyway i wont be coming back your house so early already."

Me:" Fine. Enjoy" (I am really very very angry and disappointed)

Reached back to my house car park, i still have not give up hope.. went round to his usual parking lot and see.. Well, his car is really not there. At that moment, i really believe what he said already. Went home, fully disappointed and went to bathe.

Came out of bathroom, and got a shock of my life. I mean i really jump up, coz there he was, grinning at me, directly outside the bathroom. I was elated and surprised. Ya, i know.. i'm mad. One min fuming mad and the next, grinning like a mad woman. Went into my room with him and double surprise. I was a bouquet of flowers and a cake on my bed. How sweet can he get? He told me he purposely wanna bluff me, see whats my reaction. :)

Spend the night talking to him.. but we didnt cut the cake.. was too full.

The cake and the flower.

The cake. Heard from him its call opposite attracts. Looks very nice and it taste nice too. Coz i dont like too sweet stuffs.

Look at me, after bathing.. not even a trace of makeup. Looks shag.

The sleepy looking us. But we managed to spend exactly 12am together. Its not only my birthday on 12/04/07. Its also our 3 yrs anniversary.

Alot of roller coaster rides. But still we made it to 3 yrs. :)

2007-04-14T09:43:00.000-07:00

08/04/07~

Woke up with splitting headache. But still went over to sam's house. Today Sam, Pam, Stan and me are going for a wedding exhibition at suntec. Went there but was kinda disappointed. Only 1 company doing the exhibition. Heard them talking abt wedding photos etc. Was getting bored. Pam and Sam getting married soon.. so guess its more of their thing. But its ok to get prepare first, so we know whats the budget and wat to expect.

Anyway, headed to katong for katong laksa and was raining again. Got drenched. :( went back stanrick's house, bathe and immediately concussed. Too tired.

2007-04-14T09:17:00.000-07:00

I'm due for entries i know.. gonna update from:

07/04/07~
Met up with steph at 1pm.. took bus to school for marketing makeup lesson since the day before was public holiday. Had lunch canteen and went for lesson from 2.30pm till 5pm. Well, nothing much for lesson.. same old thing. The only thing i'm looking forward to that day is the shopping in town and the double o at nite. Haha! lazy student. Intended to take bus to town after that with the girls. But it was raining and stanrick was sweet enough to msg me during lesson that he's coming to fetch us there. Didnt want to trouble him since he's going hillview for his friends' bbq gathering.. but well, he's stubborn and he insisted. Thanks sweetie. Went to PS, walk around, wanted to catch movie but timing not right and not much show. Went mos burger for dinner and took a bus back to steph's house at joo chiat. 2nd time at her house, but 1st time stepping into her home theatre cum ktv room. I was really impressed. Computerised system for us to choose songs, just like kbox, party world! the best thing is the songs are new!! wow!! Too bad steph dont like to sing.. for me, its heaven! If its my house, i think i can save alot of money just singing there instead of going kbox and party world. haha! Time passes fast, and after that did our make up, took photos, and head to double o to celebrate joey's birthday and pre celebrate mine.
We had the time of our life and was pretty drunk by the end of it. Steph vomited in stanrick's car when he came to fetch us and i was also gone by then. Drank alot of everything, vodka, bacardi breezer, tequila shots, sex on the beach, waterfall. Well.... why do pple have to ask birthday girls to drink? Arrgghh!! Joey was also drunk. But thanks to chris, she helped me alot.. :) Wouldnt want to drink so much again. The after effect is terrible. But overall its fun that nite.

Steph's new cute doggie. So round and bouncy!! The first dog i dare to carry. She's cute. Did i mention steph have 3 other dogs?

The girls. Me, joey, lynn and steph. Taken by chris. We had drank 2 jugs already.

Me and lynn, our bacardi breezer. Been a long time i've last since her. :)

Me and chris in our short hair.. ha.. is it the trend? Anyway, first time chionging with her. She's fun and i'm glad she's there that night. Helping me with lots of drinks.

The deadly drink. Water fall. Initially, one for joey and one for me. But i managed to get joey to share one with me. The other one was for lynn and steph.

What happened? I dont know. :)

The super high joey and me after drinking the waterfall. Glad we've become close friends.

Life's so much better and full of laughters with you girls around me. Dont worry, whatever happens, we still have each other. :))

Lets do it again after our exams! But let me state it first, i'm not gonna drink so much. Haha!

2007-03-31T09:31:00.000-07:00

Uploaded pictures!! ~

Results of not blogging for 2 weeks. Ha.. rushing through my TMAs again.. and at the same time.. been out to a few places. Let the pictures do the talking for me.. i'm lazy.. ;)

10/03/07~
At the car park opposite bishan. Going for dinner and movie-Just follow Law. Nice show!

Waiting for his pasta at pasta mania.

My food's here.. hungry hungry!!!!

His dont know wat meatball pasta.. not very nice. Ha!

My shrimps and shrooms pasta.. very nice! *thumb up*

After that we caught movie at 9+pm together with joey.

17/03/07~

Went his place after his work, slept till evening time before we went to ang mo kio's botak jones for dinner. After that, went to east coast park to relax.. :)

Unsucessful posting while waiting for him to off work. "Nothing" to do at home. Ha! I'm just deceiving myself... my TMAs are left untouched..

At least better.. see my retro bedsheet? I love them.. ha!

The fish and chips at botak jones. We ordered the same, so only took one. Very nice!!! serving's big.. and very cheap. highly recommended..

Relaxing/chilling out at east coast park. Lazy.. so only took one pix. Both of us look shag.

21/03/07~

Just had my haircut at kimage. Very tired looking.. was rushing my TMA plus at the same time.. being "scolded".. a lenient one by my boss.. coz i was careless in my work. :( Realised the consequences.. will be very very careful. I dont want a 2nd time.. it will be lenient for 1st.. strict for 2nd.. very very strict for 3rd and so on.. Thats what he said.. Scary..

24/03/07~

Its a sat.. but i didnt go out.. not feeling very well and was doing my assignment that is due on monday. "Pia" the whole day at home.

Ai mei me still took a photo despite all that.. ha!

31/03/07~

Finally.. all TMAs are submitted. A relaxing weekend. Went to holland V's harry's bar with the girls yest nite. No photos taken.. lazy.

Went to delphi orchard this afternoon. After that, went over to forum to have lunch at California pizza. My first time there. Pizza there is nice!

Dont know what duck pizza.. but its nice.

Size order of spring rolls. Very nice too. *thumbs up*
We finished all the food. Applause for myself. I really ate alot today. Had this dinner at around 5pm. Before that at around 1pm.. i just ate my lunch. A whole packet of chicken rice. Ha!!!

Him. Very engrossed in his spring roll.

Me.. a very blur pix.. since i used my hp to take the photo. Camera no batt. ZZZzzz.

Thats all.. will be back again! :)

2007-03-15T18:33:00.000-07:00

Stanrick will be back either tonight or tmr!! Been away for reservist for 2 weeks... only get to come out during the weekends. Kind of funny.. didnt get to see him for quite long. Finally its over!! :)

Did a lot of things the past 2 weekends.. went tarot card reading, shop the whole day at PS and orchard with joey, clubbing at double o with the girls... Last friday went Halo Bar with steph and joey after our lessons.. lynn came along too.. been a long time. Sat at the hall.. drank and played five-ten. Sang a couple of songs too. Fun! Love the girls.. :) Cant wait to go out with them again. And last sat, waited till 3+pm for stanrick to book out, went bishan in evening for dinner at Pasta Mania (lazy to upload photos, next time perhaps).. and then caught the movie.. "just follow law" together with joey. Very nice show!! 4.5 popcorns out of 5. Bought a new digital camera too, 3/4 sponsored by Stanrick. Haha! Sunday passes by very fast, with him having to book in at 8.30pm. I 'nua-ed' at home and did abit of my research.

This week was crazy as well, monday and wed driving, thurs and fri lesson.. dont think i'm up to any more of the chilling out anymore at the moment. Wait till i finish my TMA02. Dued on 26 March and 30th March respectively for analysing data and marketing. *yawnz*

Busy lifestyle.. but life's fun. :)

2007-03-02T06:59:00.000-08:00

Havent been blogging for quite a while..

My feelings now: relieve, relax, happy plus very very very tired.

Been very busy with my TMAs.. even during chinese new year break i've got to worry about TMA and start researching... That one week, where my company declared OFF, i've got to do my TMAs!!!!!! Cant even gamble in peace during the new year period. Ha.. keep doing abit, gamble, do abit gamble.. go house visitings bla bla. Collected quite some ang baos though..

Finally, submitted both my analysing data TMA and marketing TMA today after late nights of rushing for this one week. My panda eye is really getting worst!! Help!!!Really got to thank stanrick for his help on my marketing TMA.. from research, to teaching me how to write, to editing on my language. Ha... Steph's help is also very much appreciated. She changed the formatting of my marketing TMA for me.. making it much neater and nicer.. also, she helped me to think of some of the competitive analysis between McDonalds and KFC... Xie Xie!!!

Totally cant explain how nice it feels now.. to be stress free for at least.. a weekend. :)

I did a good thing today in office. Just while i was going into the toilet, i saw a really black insert, 'swimming' in the toilet bowl.. It just cant get out from the water and i was thinking, how the hell did it end up there? Thats stupid.. *_* Immediately, thought abt what to do with the insert. Should i just relieve myself and then flush away the insert together?? Or shld i savethe insert then release myself?? I chose the latter, as i cant bear to see something with life being flush away and killed by me.. Buddha's teachings: Everything that can move have a life.. CANNOT KILL, even the smallest insert. Though the 1st choice would be very much easier, i know i will feel very very guilty the whole day. I did a quite gruesome thing, took some toilet papers, roll into a big ball, stuck my hand into the toilet bowl and scoop the insert out.. Since it was just floating on the surface.. The toilet paper only got alittle wet, luckily not alot, otherwise will be so yucks.... The insert climbed onto the toilet paper, and i threw it on the floor.. it quickly climb out, onto the floor and up the wall. It did survive, and i saved a life!!! :):)

Felt really good after that.. small things like that can make my day.

Tmr would be a kind of celebration i give myself, a day off and party!!!
Got to go and renew my PDL tmr morning.. i need to start learning driving AGAIN within this month. Know the meaning?.. heh heh. After that, go to prinscep street for tarot card reading with stephie. The last time i went was last yr's Jan. Then, either to kenny's house with joey or shop in town and wait for night time.. we'll be going to double o!! I'm so excited, its like finally.. No worries for TMAs for the moment.. The next submission will be on the 27 March. Hopefully i can finish it faster.. Heard from Sel that usually in March or after March, business in company will be good.. which means there will be lots of things to do.. have to really concentrate in office coz the parts are quite similar, must pay very special attention to them.. if give wrong parts, die. So, i must have enough sleep. No more last min thing for me. That's a promise i give myself.

Alright, turning in now.. super tired. Will update abt tmr soon.

2007-02-16T20:58:00.000-08:00

My Mum's birthday on 11/02/07

Ordered kfc, pizza.. and bought a cake from bengawan solo for her.. Not a fancy one.. but everyone's happy. We sang birthday song for her.. and my bro's very spotting.. sing until so loud! He has changed.. :)

Cant even finish all the food.. and the cake.. left over so much. In the end, i'm the one to finish all the cake in 3 days. Damn.

I'm due for the valentine's entry too.. Kinda lazy to blog. Ha.. we went for KTV.. very fun.. nothing very special, but to me.. everyday when he's an angel is valentine's day to me. :) Gonna upload photos. but not today.

Need to go prepare the things for tonight's steamboat. Happy chinese new year everyone! Collect more ang baos!

2007-02-13T06:06:00.000-08:00

This post came in late. Was very very busy. TMAs and all are coming up.. plus work and study.. One word, shag.

Took 2 modules this sem. Very stressful and tiring. Analysing data is pretty difficult. Had forgotten how to press calculator for standard deviation. :(

Was watching the show.. "hua yang shao nian shao nu".. very nice! NOw i know why so many people like wu zun.. he's very good looking.. *drools*

Updates on last weekend.

Sat~

Went PS to do some shopping. Bought 4 tops and a skirt at one go. Ha. All for work. Went for swensen's dinner after that. Ordered my usual fish and chips while stanrick ordered some mushroom salmon? Taste alright only. Of course there's dessert. Ice cream. Yummy.

Only managed to take the dessert. Was too hungry so just ate the main course. Ha.. usual case.

Stupid stanrick, was supposed to buy his clothes too.. But he didnt. Too picky. Said he didnt see any he fancy. In the end, bought 2 stuffs to put in his car. One is a card holder, the other is..

this pink pig photo holder! Cute right?

Very tired.. shall continue my post abt my mum's birthday tmr..

2007-02-03T08:17:00.000-08:00

Lessons started on thursday and friday. One word. Terrible.

It seems that the SIM headquarters had some renovation work yet to be completed, we have to go to Ngee Ann Poly to have our lessons. 1st lesson on thursday, analysing data. The lecture hall is small.. the interval between seats are so narrow. I had to sit up super straight. Lecturer is going in 'tutu' train speed.. so fast, cant even totally understand. Just here and there. Lots of self reading. *faint* 2nd lesson on friday.. Marketing. Worse. Lecture hall is super small and students are over flowing. Some even had to sit on the floor. Wat the hell? Nothing against NP.. but i guess SP is definately better.. it seems, in terms of lecture halls. But at least the lectuere is better.. or maybe marketing is easier to understand, but harder to score well. Stanrick came to fetch me on thurs.. but not fri. It was supposed to be the other way round. Saw Weijie, stanrick's sec sch friend.. someone i know in sec 2.. he still recognises me.. oh my god. And we are in same lecture hall.. he's the one who came to call me.

Sat~
Went to chinatown.. had a hugh quarrel with him on the way there. Both of us are frustrated and said hurting things.. was so hurt i wanna get down the car and walked away.. but Sam called us.. so i had to answer phone for him.. in the end, all is well.. he apologised.. and i did the same thing... But what was conversed between us was still very hurting.. ha, didnt realise i can say such things. Ugly us. Lots of cars and people at chinatown. Went to eat porridge, walked only awhile, cant stand the crowds and left for home. Going for K lunch tmr.. and joining in the evening.

Realised that every week passes very fast. Esp weekends. It will be chinese new year soon. I havent get my new year clothes. :( I realised i only write my blog on every sat. Ha.. guess its the only time i'm free to sit down and use the computer.. My mum's birthday is on next sun.. will be a busy weekend next week.. with all the shoppings and her dinner.

Till then...

2007-01-28T15:20:00.000-08:00

Upgraded to the new blogger. Very troublesome.. but finally done..

Saturday~
Went to stanrick's auntie house to wait for them. Catch abit of the 'hua yang shao nan shao nu'.. quite a nice show. Gonna borrow it soon! Ha.. now i know why hsiao hui is so crazy abt fei lun hai.. yeah.. Wu Zun and Da Dong is good looking. Reached Kallang indoor stadium at abt 5pm. Very early. Went to 'wu zhao pai' seafood restuarant for dinner. The food there is not bad. On the way there, i've noticed some guys taking camera. I thought they were trying to take photo of me.. so i tried not to look at them.. I mean IF they are really taking photos of me.. wat else can i do? Later, stanrick told me i'm very oblivious to surrounding.. said abt those pple taking my photos.. I wanted to tell him i know.. but i changed my mind. I knew their intention. Its just that i dont want to show.. but i shifted my attention and walked away very quickly.. In the end i just told him.. maybe they are taking the sceneries. That got him more angry. Coz he told me they are working there. Ha..

Saw hsiao hui at the stadium.. Went to buy light bulbs together. Concert started at 8.30pm. Total madness. Everyone's so high!!! Most of them were standing throughout the whole thing. Alvina( STanrick's cousin) and i were swinging the lightbulbs non stop and singing along.. S.H.E's very pretty and cute. Their singing is very good! It seems like they were just playing from Cd.. but i know they sang live.. there were some parts where they kind of forget lyrics. But overall, a good concert. At the beginning, stanrick was still saying he might fall asleep. Alvina told him there wont be a chance. I was worried he will be bored. He doesnt really listen much to S.H.E's songs. However, he seem to be enjoying himself! Great! And got lots of mei nus around for him to see.. (At least thats wat he told his colleague-Alex). Stupid ass.

A tired looking us.. while waiting for the concert to start. I didnt take any photos throughout the concert.. i thought it will be wasting energy.. since they will be so small..

It was the going home part that is causing the headache. We were caught in the jam for 1 hr!! The concert ended at the same time the soccer match of singapore vs malaysia ended.. :( Sent his aunt and alvina home.. followed by hsiao hui.. reached home at almost 1am. ^_^

Sunday~
Woke up at 11am.. went to ang mo kio's Botak Jones to eat.. First time eating that.. Was anticipating abt it as we were driving there.. No, anticipating didnt come with disappointment. The food there is superb! Stanrick ordered dont know what double burger. The beef is so juicy and nice!! 11 bucks. Not expensive at all.. you should see the serving. I ordered cajun chicken.. Chicken breast that doesnt taste like chicken breast at all. The meat is so tender! Even stanrick is impressed by it. He doesnt take chicken breast. A very hugh portion too. Though i ordered regular. Only 6.5 bucks. Wanted to take photo of the food.. HALFWAY after we start eating.. yeah, we cant resist. But didnt bring any camera.. and i forgot to bring my hp. Throughout the meal, we just kept repeating.. very nice.. very nice.. for umpteen times. Ha!

It was a meal that causes me to be so full i couldnt even really move. Went back to his house and just sat there.. even his granny got to come and ask me wat happened.. Still asked me to walk around to digest the food. I cant even move! Damn.

Slept after that.. yeah.. i know im a pig. But aint sundays meant for relaxing and resting? Woke up at 7pm and went for a run.. We felt very happy after that.. The run really made us feel good abt ourselves. We feel lighter, happier. Easily contended lot. I know.

Ended my weekend in a flash. Gonna start school next week. It wouldnt be so good life anymore. 2 modules. Thursdays and Fridays. hmpffp!!!!

2007-01-26T17:42:00.000-08:00

I'm going to watch S.H.E's concert tonight!! So excited! Thanks to stanrick's auntie. :)

Waiting for that courier service to come. Delivering my books... arrgghh.. so slow.. *getting impatient*

Went for raymond's birthday treat last wed. Come to think of it, i feel i'm a bad friend. He treated us as his best friend, and is always there to help when my computer is down, giving us treats on his birthday and always wishing us happy birthday everyday.. yet here i am, always complaining raymond is very troublesome. Well, gonna change!! Must teat evryone with ping chang xin now.. And gonna make up to him bit by bit... ...
Just one problem.. how? Haa.. shall go think abt it.

Looking forward to later!! Shopping then concert! :)

2007-01-20T08:20:00.000-08:00

This week's been a fulfilling week for me. I've cleared up my room.. all drawers etc.. throwing away 4 big bags of 'rubbish'. Still left my wardrobe to attack. Gonna do it next week.

Met up with weili and clive on wed at lot1. Ex colleagues, but i'm very glad we still keep in contact.. and surprisingly, the feeling is not weird at all. We talked like long lost friends. Gossip alot too. Clive's mandarin improved alot! There's not difficulty in 3 of us talking together at the same time now. In the past, clive and i will speak in english while weili and i in mandarin.. kinda weird. ;) Not too bad, get to hear of his experiences as an air steward in SIA.

Friday, went to ktv with stanrick and his colleagues. It was kinda a last min decision. Was still thinking if it will feel weird. But his colleagues were all nice and friendly pple! Of course i'm friendly too.. ha! And, they sing really well! 7 of us were there including stanrick and i.. i'm the youngest, but all of them are below 30s! The oldest is only 29 this year. His batch of sales team and coordinators i think? Fun pple.. looking forward to more of these kind of outings. :)

Sat, a great day. Someone said something that improved my morale and confidence greatly. -- "You have improved!!" ....Thanks.... and i will continue to improve. Slowly, but surely. Had dinner at some Ayer Rajah food centre with Stanrick.. chicken chop and my once in a week indulgence--coke... nice!!

Work for 2 weeks at JIC already. Got to know my job scope on monday. It helped me alot. Understood what are the areas i have to concentrate to learn for the moment. Catching up! I did most of the things myself without sel's help now. Except for some tiny questions here and there. Ha.. not as bad as the first week. But she've endured through it! *grinz*

School's starting soon. 1st of feb. Hope i get into the same tutorial class as the girls.

2007-01-13T05:27:00.000-08:00

Started my job for 8 days.. not too bad, manage to improve bit by bit. Sel's a good teacher, very surprised that she's so patient! Thanks girl. :)
I can be a very 'wen ti er tong' sometimes. Ha!

Today's sat.. been having flu since yesterday. Started to have a slight cough today. Damn the bad weather. Lets hope i can get well and not fall sick tmr. Just took a panadol and some yellow flu medicine. ^_^

Saw joey today.. with a new hairstyle. Very trendy and nice! Comparing her hair to mine, mine looks so.. hmm.. thinking of getting a new hairstyle again. Ya i know, i did mine like 2 months ago. Ha!! We shall see... when i'm richer. Went bedok for 'ba chor mee' and bbq chicken wings with stanrick today. Shoik!!

Paid my school fees last tuesday. Very heart pain. Got to save up all over again for the next sem. Well, thats life. *shrugs*

Shall go and take some rest now.

2007-01-01T07:40:00.000-08:00

Updating of photos!
My sec sch's gathering at surf and turf..

Esplanade and Harry's bar with stephie and stanrick

Time flies so fast.. in a blink of eyes, its already 2007. 2006 has been relatively fine for me, many learning stages, i've fulfilled one of my goal for that year, which is to enrol into UNISIM. Did my first sem, got back my results, i've done pretty well! :) Wanted to save more money, which i did.. but shall continue harder for my next few sems. Made some new friends, joey, chris, cindy, huimin, johnny, jason, etc.. Relationship with my parents are well, improvement in relationship between me and my cousin, ah qiong kor kor.. we even went car hunting together with stanrick! Its been very long since we go out together.. that is after we've grown up. Relationship with stanrick has been good.. (Except these 2 days.. ah.. starting of 2007 we start to quarrel.. is it bad omen? Nay, i'm not gonna be superstitious.) Work wise.. i've changed job during the year.. stayed for 4 months.. been a learning stage for me. At least i've touched on marketing, which i havent had chance to learn in my previous company.

I hope/believe that 2007 will be a better year for me... Shall not write out my new year resolution. Gonna keep in my heart and only list out whatever i've achieved during end of 2007. Hope it will be a long list!! :)

2006-12-25T20:20:00.000-08:00

Well, here i am, writing this post on TUESDAY afternoon and i'm at HOME. ha!! Officially to say, i'm clearing leave for this whole week, only starting my new job on 03/01/07. However, i'm only given this notice (abt the clear leave) last thursday. SICK rite?

On thursday night, STanrick accompanied me to watch a movie, charlotte's web..he knew i kind of need some relaxing after hearing that kind of news. Its really sad.. i thought i'm gonna get some extra cash..

On Friday, i rotted at home the whole day, only to meet joey at 7+pm at lot 1 for dinner. Ate at Long John's and saw Selena. Sat down and chat till 9+pm before we proceed home. Stanrick came my house at 1+am. He went for his company's dinner and also to zouk.

Saturday, went to his place after work.. slacked and watch tv with his granny and cousins. Then he sent me to my sec sch's friends gathering. Photos to be updated later. Dinner at suntec's surf and turf restaurant. Quite an ok dinner.. took photos too. After that, went esplanade with stephanie. Stanrick came too and we chilled at Harry's bar. Took quite alot of photos!! Ok, funny thing starts from here onwards. We sent steph to cathay cinema to meet her bf for movies. On the way there, the traffic is quite heavy, kind of slow moving. I was very urgent, i need the toilet!!! Keep asking stanrick to hurry.. ok, i know i'm bad.. not his fault. Even steph says i'm unreasonable. Then he stopped halfway and i just rushed out to PS's toilet. Steph came too. Told me stanrick is kind of angry when he said "go la go la". Ended up,he's not angry at all. Told me he understand is nature calling. Surprisingly. After sending me home, he went to Sam's house.

Sunday, we went back to his house to get ready for the bbq in the evening. Quite alot of pple were there.. we didnt eat much, except for the beef. ha! Went home at abt 11+pm and he went to Sam's house, like again.. hmm, but he;s back at close to 3am.

Monday, christmas day.. something bad happened. Shall wait for later to see how serious is the damage. Well, partly its also my fault for not helping to watch out. Guess its gonna be a hole in our pockets. Went to watch curse of the golden flower in the evening. Not as nice as i expected. Kind of have a fight. Maybe due to pressure of that thing that happened in the afternoon. Both get irritated easily and gives black face.

Cant wait for 2.30pm. Hurry!! The waiting is killing me! Let me know the damage so we can see how to plan... but i hope for all things to be minimal.

2006-12-18T00:01:00.000-08:00

I've just realised i didnt write my blog for quite a long time. Ok, lets start from last tues, which is the 12th. Anything before that, i kind of forgot. Ha!
Oh ya, only remembered meeting sel on the 9th in the morning, before my open house for breakfast. :)

12th- Stanrick and i was still sleeping when my house phone rang. We were both on leave that day. I answered and it was my grandma, calling to let us know that my grandpa is in hospital. He was feeling giddy in the morning and they called for an ambulance. Called my dad, went to bath and woke Stanrick up. Stanrick sent us to hospital to see my grandpa. We reached there at around 11.15am. He was still in the A&E, waiting for ward. We cant get to see him. We went for lunch and then back again. Keep asking the nurse, and finally, she told us he will be transfered to ward soon and ask us to make our way there. *Phew* Grandpa was wheeled into the ward soon and from his expression when he saw us, can see that he is shocked + happy. Guess he didnt expect anyone to be there so soon. He ate his porridge and can still talk quite loudly, everything's ok. We left at 1.30pm since the doctor wont be here so early and will call my dad later. So my dad told him we'll come again in evening. Sent my dad home, and went to pick stanley( stanrick's bro) up. Went over to pick stanna(stanrick's sis) and husband up. However, because there's a stand which is too big for the car boot, stanna's husband, kenny or simon, got to take a train to the ROM place himself. At stardus clubhouse, which is at river valley. On the way there, stanrick kept asking his sis if she's ready.. bla bla bla, want to regret can regret. My god. Hmm, she's only 19 this yr. The guy is 30+. I was abit pissed, partly because i think its a bit interrogating and partly because i kind of feel giddy. We've been driving in the hot sun for 2+ hours.
Reached there, start decorating the place with lots of soft toys. Stanna's collections. Ha! Then, when its time for the groom to change into his suit, there's a bad news.... he forgot to bring his pants!!!!!!! *panick* Kenny, stanrick and i ran to the car and drove kenny to Lian's court to get his pants. Stanrick and i went to buy tori-Q and eat.. haha!! Guttons.. too hungry. Kenny, changed in the car!! My god. *_*
Rushed back and was in time for the ceremony. Have not upload the photos. Stanley and i was eyeing on the food and once they annouce we can start the buffet, we went out and took quite alot. Like hungry ghost. Stanrick still want to act. Take so little.. in the end also kept eating. haha! After that, sent his dad and stanley home and we went back.. Slept almost immediately after bathing. Wat a long day.

13th- Nothing much happened. Back to work. Stayed in office to send out the mailers for this coming week's open house.

14th- Went to greenview crescent with joey as peter wants us to take photo of that house. Peter was held back and we only had our lunch at 2+pm. Was damn hungry. Practically rot there, as it was raining and no viewers and we had nothing to do. Time passes very slowly when u're free. Stayed there till 6.50pm before peter come and pick us up.

15th- Joey on leave. Went Greenview with Chris. Same old thing, rot there. Except this time, stanrick came to pick me up after work. He was late, reaching only at 6.40pm as he was caught in the jam. We went to sixth avenue for dinner and then rent a vcd there. Went in to a pub and i had a glass of red wine while he had his heineken. Home for Vcd-haunted after that.

16th- Open house from 1pm till 6pm. Joey, Chris and I are working. Only 3 viewers came. This means each one serve one. Can u imagine how we pass the rest of the spare time? Absolutely nothing to do. Went home for dinner and then fetch my mum to hospital to see my grandpa. My dad's already there. Heard from them that my grandpa has high blood pressure, so the doctors are giving him a kind of medicine to see if he's suitable. Thus need to stay in hospital for observation. Also, he has slight stroke, so cannot fall down. Otherwise will have stroke. However, he still say he wants to buy a bicycle to cycle to pass time? *blur* Guess my dad's kind of ... no words to describe. Cant do anything.. After that, back home and stanrick went to Sam's house.

17th- Had brunch downstairs before going to open house. Start from 1-6pm again. Today's worse. Raining whole day and there's only 1 viewer. :( Stanrick came and fetch me and we were planning to go to bedok 85 for "ba chor mee" and bbq chicken wings. He took the wrong route and went back to jurong, so i told him to forget it. Wanted to go vivo-city but i was quite disappointed coz has been anticipating for quite long. Finally he drove to Ikea and i was happy!! Had meatballs and chicken wings. He also bought a red with polka dots quilt cover with pillow case, and also 2 new pillows for bed. Now my room looks kind of retro. I went to buy the vaccum cleaner specially for cars for him as christmas present. I think he spent alot. *guilty* but hey.. his present is not cheap too!

Today- Doing mailers in office. Monday's best. We dont have to go down to greenview at all. Heard that we have to do open house on the 23rd and 24th of dec too.. hmm, if there's more people still ok, if little, got to endure again.

Ok, i think nothing much tonight. Just gonna rot and rest at home. :)

*Photos from last time, when we go for bbq steamboat and at lynn's place.

Me and Stephie.. looks kinda weird.

Random shot by lynn without the both of us noticing.

Stephie looks pretty.. Aww.. i'm too engossed in eating!!

Silly boy.. trying to cover himself.

My bro.. while waiting for his friends.. took our food without paying!!

Left-Kiwee fruit, joey and stephie

Ugly photo taken. I looked so fat and ugly!!

4 vain girls..

Yet another one.. but i think this is better.

he's still hungry after bbq? well.. he's not the only one. Ha.

2006-12-05T18:54:00.000-08:00

Something to take note: i have 4.5days of leave left as of today.

Will be on leave, going shopping with stephie tmr for christmas presents!! So, i'll be left 3.5days of leave after tmr.

Coming events:
- This coming sat is peter's birthday! We're intending to give him a surprise birthday celebration at our open house.. Greenview crescent! Sat and Sun's open house, 10am till 6pm.

- Probably Vcd marathon with stanrick over the weekends after open house, since shldnt have any time for shopping or stuffs. Earned 2 days of off-in-lieu. Total balance=> 5.5days

- Will be at Greenview Crescent everyday from Monday onwards for work!

- Next tuesday 12/12/06 i'm on leave again!! Attending Stanrick's sis, Stanna's ROM dinner. Spent 1 day off-in-lieu. Total balance => 4.5days

- That weekend, 15th and 16th's open house most probably also 10am till 6pm. That means, earned another 2 days off-in-lieu. Total balance => 6.5days

This would mean that for the week of 18th till 22nd, i have to take at least 2 days leave. So, i'll be balanced with 4.5days. This 4.5days will be cleared from 26th to 29th. Which means, the whole of last week of dec i dont have to work!! Yippie!! But i still havent think of what can i do.. I hate doing nothing.But i still havent think of what i can do.. I hate doing nothing.

Oh ya, the above is also provided i dont have to work on the 23rd and 24th dec. Otherwise, earn more off-in-lieu.. I really dont know how to clear already.

After that, will be preparing myself for my new challange! :)

*Shall update photos of that day at lynn's house soon.

2006-11-30T20:11:00.000-08:00

小乌龟

作词：游家豪　作曲：廖世杰　编曲：小安　演唱：张栋梁

Ia Ia Ia Ia Ia　 Ia Ia Ia Ia Ia 这首歌要给一个人歌声代替语言　深情只增不减那一刻吻她的脸地转天旋爱的感觉　比樱桃更甜双眼放送闪电　能超越极限让人忘了季节　爱成了经典为他付出所有爱怨要你永远是我的小乌龟我爱你　每一天

2006-11-30T19:46:00.001-08:00

I'm feeling very happy for no reason these few days.. Prob because i'm watching the wei xiao pasta. Its a highly recommended show!! Serious! Featuring Zhang Dong Liang and Wang Xin Ling.. how those two fight everytime but yet care so much for each other. Of course, there are some really funny scenes which really make me keep laughing non stop. Their actions are so funny! In that show, He Qun- Zhang Dong Liang is so sweet!! I think these kind of things can only be found in shows.. but anyway, living in fantasy once in a while is great!!

Joey is also watching the show now.. she's crazy!!! Keep shrieking here and there saying.. I want i want!! To have this kind of bf.. Hahaha!!!!!

The song.. xiao wu gui is very nice.. Where to find the mp3 ringtone? Guess i'm crazy too.

Thanks to stanrick for buying that vcd for me. Initially i was still angry with him for spending money on something which i dont think is nice.. (1st time judgement).. He say this to me.. :"ok, u dont watch.. i watch." But after watching the 1st episode, was so hooked to the show!! Was suan-ed by him.. :" thought someone says not nice?" *_*

I have no open house this weekend!! Yeah.. one more weekend to enjoy. Going dinner with lynn tmr evening and kbox's k lunch with stanrick.

Shall continue my vcd marathon of that show with stanrick too. :) Haa.. i'm just a lazy bum.. prefer to be a couch potato and slack to watch vcd or sing rather than going out.

2006-11-27T17:15:00.000-08:00

Finally its confirmed!! Thanks to joey's efficiency.. I'll be going to Bangkok on 19th April 2007(i know its long long way).. with stanrick, joey and stephie! Tiger airways promotion, $5.88 per trip!!! Wanna get tickets for 12th april, which is during my birthday, but the $5.88 are sold out within a matter of minutes!!

Stanrick's being very nice.. Couldnt find his passport yesterday and told me will give me the details by today. I think he knows i'll be disappointed if we cant go.. then tada!! He called like half an hour later and gave me all the details. 'Forced' his granny to find for him. And stephie almost gave me a headache. Cant find her the whole nite! Finally msg me at 11+.. so now, all's settle except the hotel part. Nay, that can wait. ;)

Anyway, i'm happy happy happy!!!

Recently hook to a new show called 'wei xiao pasta' by wang xin lin and zhang dong liang.. very nice!! Vcd marathon starting again. Ha!!

Tonight going town with the girls.. gonna shop for christmas presents. :)

2006-11-21T23:04:00.000-08:00

I'm actually very looking forward to the next few days!!

Thurs- Off!! Going over to Yangzhi's house to play Sims2 with him.

Fri- Altivo with stanrick and his friends after work.

Sat- Open house? Not sure. Evening will be going Marina South for steamboat with stanrick, joey, stephanie and lynn!! After that, lynn's house to stay overnight!! We're gonna die in vodka.. ha!!

Been a long time since all of us are catching up together. It'll sure be a fun night!!

Sunday.. hope there's good news. No open house.... Otherwise u'll see a zombie walking there. *grinz*

2006-11-20T17:53:00.000-08:00

Just had my econs paper yesterday. Its a tough one. Econs is always like that i think. Lots of reasonings.. but hope to score some points here and there. Anyway, looking forward to the next semester, where i'll be taking marketing management and analysing data. Sch's only started after 28th Jan 2007.

Things seem to be like in a mess, but i've made a choice. Gonna stick by it no matter wat happens. Praying for things to be right and i can endure through.. Looking forward to a new future, hope to be more street smart and wiser. Shall take these few months before school start to learn more things, benefiting to me and my future employer. Gonna read more books about buddha.

2006-11-14T04:38:00.000-08:00

I was told by my parents that i was a sick child when i was young. Or shld i say when i was just born. Being the 1st child, my mum didnt really know how to take care of me. One day, this couple (my extended relative) came to see me and ... i dont know how, i ended up being looked after by them.
From my 1st month i think.. till i was abt 6 or 7 yrs old. I stayed at their house everyday.. even to the extend of not wanting to go home when my parents come and fetch me during weekends. I will always cry and find excuse to go back there. I wasnt close to my parents when i was young.

Ok, i call the couple my 'jiu gong' and 'jiu po'. Although i couldnt remember everything that happened in my childhood, bits and pieces of it is still there. Its amazing. I took lots of photos and was carried around so often.. i dont know how i learnt to walk. Haha..

'Jiu gong' and 'jiu po' had 6 children. 3 sons and 3 daughters.. Sons are gao jiu jiu, ah bing jiu jiu and fei jiu jiu. I was closed to gao jiu jiu initially.. but as he gets married etc.. dont know wat happened. But i can always remember ah bing jiu jiu. He is very crappy and funny person. Always like to disturb me but he's a very caring and kind hearted person.
Daughters are ping yi, chui yi(auntie jane) and chun yi. Ping yi took good care of me when i was young. I remember once i fell down at beauty world shopping centre and she was scolded by my jiu gong the whole day because she didnt hold my hand properly. Auntie Jane- i'm going to elaborate the last. As for Chun yi, i remembered she;s quite tempermental when she was young. Always locking up in her room and listening to music from her then walk man and i always dont dare to disturb her as 'jiu po' says she will scold. Haha!

Anyway, this whole blog is focus on one person.. and she's Auntie Jane.
When she was young, she's not very old now, only i think 14 yrs older than me? (my young means when she's 20+), i didnt know what she's doing. As a kid, i only know she wear nice nice to work and can come home anytime. I always ask 'jiu gong' and he will say.. she only need to sign papers and earn a lot of money.. haha! Until later, i realised she's working in sales. At that time, she's already very generous.. Buying things for me.. i remember a baby-G watch, and once treating me, my bro and 'jiu po' to a restaurant to have western food. That was her first pay(jiu po told me) and my 1st time to a restaurant for western food.

Things she has done for me:
1) I was caught for my brown hair in sec school (i have natural brown hair. Serious!), she called the principal and helped me to talk to him.
2) When i finished my 'O' levels exams and waiting for results to go into Poly, she recommened me to go work for her previous company.
3) She asked me to work for her after Poly. I worked for only 1 month and went over to work with my friend as admin in party world ktv (my wrong path starts from here). Didnt appreciate her and just quit like this.
4) I started business selling japanese food with 2 friends. It was so tiring, having to cycle etc. She and Kelvin uncle came to visit me. I will always remember Kelvin Uncle saying this:- this is so tiring. Dont work already. Come to my office and work.
5) Auntie Jane offered me work once again. This time is to work at all-in printing, her sideline company with another shareholder. I worked there for 2.5yrs.
6) Before i went over to all-in to work, i was jobless for 1 month.. Auntie Jane passed me money.. though not alot, but its really the thoughts.
7) She pays for my trip when their family and company went on trip.
8) She ...............

Elaborating on pt 3. I was really naive and unappreciative in the past. I regretted leaving JIC and going to work in KTV.. i regretted starting the business with my friends. I wasted abt a yr then. When i went to All-in to work, it was ok... however, i stayed mainly because of auntie jane. It's her business.. i dont want to let her down anymore. However, often i will turn back and think.. If i continue working in JIC, if i know how to think that time, i would like good knowledge of electronics and might be able to do sales or what now. I like working with her. She's an understanding person and will share/teach everything abt business. I remember telling stanrick i really regretted and stuffs, hoping time can turn back and i can work hard then. But he keep telling me to learn from mistakes and look forward. I did. This Sept 2006, i went to work for Peter (Chun yi's husband), because i was thinking of getting a marketing job. I started my Bsc Marketing in unsim in july 2006. It is a good environment, nice colleagues, good environment to learn etc.. But i really cant take the working hours. I have to burn both weekends, from 10am till 6pm, leaving me really no time for my family, stanrick, let alone studies. Furthermore, Peter's company is going well, more and more projects are coming, which means weekends burnt will not only apply for 1-2 months, but over the next few months, prob till june or july next year. Peter is also asking me to go learn accounts from chris and will want to sign us up for CEHA, to learn scope of property agent next year. I have 2 modules next yr, and i'm really tired. Additional thing, i feel i cant communicate with peter at all. Tried to tell him abt shift work, but he couldnt get back to me at all. What happens.............

I went to look for Auntie Jane. Told her my problems etc. I didnt expect she will hire me, but i always like to talk to her. Perhaps in my Bazhi, she's my power. I know one of her staff just left, but i really dont want to make things difficult for her. Had lunch with her and Kelvin uncle last wed and was so happy when they are both so encouraging. Auntie Jane told me she's interviewing someone for her vacant position. I thought i had no chance anymore. Why would she want to hire me? I had no experience in customer service, my record is bad.. the last time i quit after 1 month.. and i'm working for Peter. I kept praying or thinking of the positive side... what ifs????

She really did called.. Asked if i'm really interested. I'm given priority over others. Why? I really dont know.... i dont know why am i so lucky. I've been given 2 chance.. and not once to prove myself. I've been granted my wish of working for her at JIC again and its not a dream. This time, i'm gonna make sure i work hard and learn everything from scratch there. I'm not gonna let myself regret or let her down again. I've taken too much from her, this time.. i need to return her favours.. and its by working hard and fully devote into her company.

Just want to say thank you to you.. Auntie Jane and Kelvin Uncle. Thanks for always being there for me.

Hope everything turns out well.

2006-11-09T00:43:00.000-08:00

Heard a very depressing news from Chris. I have to go berrima again tmr!! There's no phone calls, no appointments etc. I really dont understand why is there a need to be there. Lunch's a problem again. Its going to be MAC again!!! I'm beginning to hate Macdonald's.. one week eat like 3 times?? arrghh.. My work in office cant be done again.. *sigh* going home is a problem too..

Sat- we have to reach berrima at 10am for training!!!!! Look, there's no appointment again and we have to be there at 10am? He has not say anything abt sunday.. but this has already spoil my mood alot. I'm trying to be positive.. but i really cant take it anymore. Sat, almost a full day work again. 10am till 6pm. Will sunday be the same?

Someone.. pls save me!!! I need a more normal job. I need my weekends!!!!!!

2006-11-08T07:34:00.000-08:00

Very happy today. Finally i get to rest!! Tmr i'm on leave too. :) 11 more days to exams!! So anxious, 1st exam after like 3+ yrs? Haha.. Anyway, happy abt my tma3 too.. i score 98!! I cant believe it myself.. maybe the tutor is trying to help us. Ha!!

Had a great lunch with Auntie Jane and Kelvin Uncle. They were so funny! Been a long time since i've felt so relax. Was usually quite moody and stressed up during working days.. Boss's expectation is so high!

Went home, slack for quite a while before studying a little. Gotta continue harder tmr..

Stanrick's came down to my house to bring my parents out for dinner as promised. Drove us to bukit timah area for dinner. Thanks baby. Oh ya, he bought a piglet pillow for me to put in his car. One more thing to thank him for- coming to fetch me everyday after work!! I really appreciates it. :)

I've got to work again this weekend.. Some potential and serious buyer, faster appear and save me!!!!!!!! Arrghh...Anyway, greenview's nice.. hope to see the finished product soon and sell it fast too!!

Hopefully, i can have some good news or so next week...

2006-10-24T18:06:00.000-07:00

I've had my driving test on monday and i failed!! :(
Did badly in circuit. Too nervous and blur, did mistakes which i shldnt even have made in the first place. For parking!! Damn. At the road, i did quite ok. Didnt really minus much marks there. Well, damn circuit!

Had to try again in Feb. So long! Got to see if i can try to book an earlier date. My instructor ask me to stop learning for time being, since he didnt expect me to fail. Ha!! "tai kan de qi wo le!!" Anyway.. i'm going to only start going for few more lessons only in Jan. Mainly circuit i guess. Sianz already.. need to rest and study for my upcoming exams!!

Last sun was having fun at open house. One of the next door buyer drove his lamborgini into our house and we girls are taking hell lots of pictures! All going mad! Haha.

Here's one of them.

For tues, slacked at home with stanrick till 1+pm then head back to his granny's house. They bought a new swing! Was having fun, sitting there with his cousin while his granny and him sat opposite to talk.. Plus, it was raining heavily. What a good atmosphere. Haha!
Had a very early dinner at around 5pm, slack awhile more to watch tv and then head back home. Was doing my tutorial.. *act hardworking* Haha!

Well, Sel's coming back today i guess.. Hopefully can meet the girls' up for dinner sometime soon.

2006-10-19T18:35:00.000-07:00

Back to work again.. !!

Was on leave yesterday. Stayed at home to rest in the morning then went jurong entertainment centre to meet up with lynn at 4.30pm.. she's on MC. Ate and talk crap at delifrance. Been a long time!! haha!! Shall go chill or club one of these days.

After that, went driving from 7pm to 9pm. I've only been into circuit once and next monday is my driving! Die. Today's the 2nd time going.. so better try to do well this time. My parallel parking still not very good.. urrgghhh..

Stanrick's sick. kept coughing non stop last night. Poor baby. On mc and is sleeping at home now. Hope he gets well soon!

Tmr's public holiday but i still need to do open house. More pple come view the house pls!! Then give ur best offer!! After that shld be going to suntec with stanrick for dinner. Provided he's well already.

Yest Sel called me. Tried to tell me i'm wrong on my opinion of ivy. She wants to leave not totally because of pay, but because she dont like to do logistic. Say i;m very bad to ivy. Well.. hmm, i dont know. Put that aside since no one will know wat is the real reason. I may be totally wrong. I dont wish to comment on this matter anymore. Just want to tell them.. enjoy ur taiwan trip tmr and buy back more things!! *grinz*

Off to continue with work. Ciao.

2006-10-17T17:21:00.000-07:00

i dont like it when pple discuss me behind my back. Esp if its something they are not quite sure abt me.

Called Selena up and clarify things yesterday. Hmm.. sometimes dont understand pple. Take ivy for example. If her work is not up to standard, how to ask for pay increment? Even if she got a better offer, it doesnt mean she will be up to standard there. Things are like this.. pple employ you but they dont know ur working standard. If u cant fit that standard, they will just fire you no matter how high ur pay is. Anyway, what i'm trying to say here is.. how much is ur pay depends on how much work you have to do. There's no free lunch in this world.

Jane is already very kind to give that kind of pay. Every work requires OT or whatsoever.. So dont grumble and dont drag me into the picture. Want pay increment just do ur best and ASK!! If they feel u deserve it, they will give it to u. Dont have to compare.

Hope i can my point clear because it irritates me that you dont know wat kind of shit i'm doing or going thru at work and just presume "oh.. her pay is good.. her benefits are good etc.." Every work has it pros and its cons. Urs is so good for bonus. Do i compare?

Think abt it.

2006-10-17T01:07:00.000-07:00

I'm just trying to test this out.

Find that my pics are too big!! can i have a smaller one??

2006-10-16T02:33:00.000-07:00

I've endured the 2 days during weekends.. now its monday.
Another long long week. Mon- 7.30 to 10pm, lesson. Tues- 7 to 9pm, driving lesson. Wed- 6 till dont know wat time, sales training. Thurs- taking leave in day time, 7 to 9pm, driving. Fri- 7 to 9pm driving. Sat- 12 to 7pm open house. Sun- 10 to 11am, driving, 12 to 7pm open house.

MONDAY (23/10/06)---------------- DRIVING TEST!!!!!! (my first and hopefully only time)

Time seems to pass very fast. I was just learning driving few months back and now the driving test date is so near!!

Anyway.. see that schedule. Dont even feel like thinking of it. Mentally and physically quite drain. When my driving test is over, hopefully open house will be over soon for Berrima. Just heard from Peter that Greenview open house will start on 25th Nov. Hopefully we can few weeks of break in between... Otherwise i think i will really die...

Oh ya.. my exams on 20th Nov. How no life! :(

To speak of something happier, my purchase from leamourcloset is finally here! Think i can get it on thursday. Hopefully its as nice as what it appears on the blog! And its a sponsor from Stanrick. Hope he keeps to his word.

I will have to try to spend more time with him and my family after these, before the Greenview open house.

Going for lessons soon. Ciao pple!

2006-10-13T07:54:00.000-07:00

Finally its friday!!!

Sad thing is.. i've got driving tmr from 9am till 10.30am.. then its off to Berrima again for open house. All the way till 6pm!!! Tmr's an important day, with all the invitations to the CEOs, doctors and lawyers. *phew* After that, will be going to stanrick's house to find him. Same applies for sunday (as in the open house)AHH... why do i have to work for weekends??

Anyway, went to Berrima today at 1+pm. Stayed there all the way till 7pm. Went Orchard to meet up with Steph. Called lynn on way there and met her up for like 5 mins? Talking outside the station control. It was funny. Everytime cant get to meet up with her.. hope we'll have a chance to really sit down and talk soon. :)

Went to Far East after that, to shop and have dinner. Been a long time since i stepped into town. But quite happy. Bought a top, a pair of earrings and a hair band.

Then.. a photo of me when i was in Berrima yesterday.. Yes, again. waiting for those repair guys to come repair the faulty things in the house. Was there for almost whole day again. Was practically bored to death.

Yeah, i know its abit dark. But who cares.. i'm bored and was at the home theatre at the basement. Just wanna take the pool view. ;)

Going sleep soon after reading my cleo magazine. So tired!!!

2006-10-07T08:56:00.000-07:00

Just a picture of me and my Sec school friends.. at a recent outing. Know these girls for 10yrs!!

The 1st open house

2006-10-07T08:30:00.000-07:00

Firstly, yeah!!
I've finally changed my blog layout!! Not totally completed, but at least its something.

Had my first open house at 17A Berrima Road since i've joined Link(PN)Realty Pte Ltd one plus month ago. First thing to be sian about is.. i met up with Peter at 11am, reach at 11+ and worked all the way till 6.30pm!!!

Reached stanrick's new house @ Mimosa Terrace at around 7.30pm. What a sat!!! Totally no life. Arrgghh.. worse thing is, was feeling tired and agitated, he still got to lecture me.. coz i kept complaining. Well, he tried to challenge me to see how long i can endure this kind of job.. Think he knows me well. The more he challenge me, the more i want to prove him wrong. Wait and see.. *grinz*

Hopefully his car and come faster. Otherwise, i'm gonna waste lots of cab fares!! His new house is far....

Went home and decided to do this blog. Tmr there's open house again. 1pm got to reach. End at 6pm. He's coming to fetch me and i'm dying to show him that house!! So nice and classy.

Oh ya, joey and Steph's sis clarissa is also working part time there. All the climbing up and down the stairs is definately going to make us slimmer. Haha!! I've made a new friend too, Cindy. She seems to be a nice enough girl.. very pretty and friendly. Though on the outside do looks like a chiongster. :)

Hope the house can be sold soon.. then my weekends wont be wasted. Pray for me pple!!

2006-07-08T05:57:00.000-07:00

Was contented and happy yesterday. Took a half day leave and left office at 12noon.
Went downstairs to the canteen and Stanrick, Haiweay and nicholas was there waiting for me. Nicholas work at starhub at ayer rajah.. and haiweay and stanrick came to find him and me for lunch. We went to Ikea. Oh ya.. Nicholas is stanrick's SIM's classmate and one of the 50 most eligible bachalor.

After lunch, we went our separate ways.. Stanrick and i went to queensway to take a look, nothing.. and we left for bugis. Bought a pink, pink panther's top.. haha!! Wanted to get another white one, but too bad.. that's the last piece and its dirty! HMm.. so sad.. i liked it alot. Walked around.. went to bugis village.. stanrick kept complaining because its too hot!!

We then took the train and went to raffles city shopping centre. Again, walked aimlessly around. Nothing to buy. Then went for a drink at esplanade's harry's bar. I know its early.. only like 5.30pm.. and we're like drinking? Ha.. heck man. I drank my favourite cosmopolitan.. (became a favourite after watching sex and the city) He had his pint of heniken. (dont know how to spell la).. walked around esplanade and then head back to his house. Borrowed some vcds.. 2 abt wars and 1 is species 3. Had dinner.. watched species 3 and i concussed while he continued waiting the 2 discs. I was so tired.. had the stupid flu again.. took medicine again.

Woke up this morning at around 10.30am. Eat some roller coaster and went back to sleep again.. Becoming a pig, since i saw that he's still sleeping. Slept till 12+pm and he woke me up.. ask me if i'm hungry.. can go and have lunch. This is the 1st time!!!! We've had umpteen urguements abt me wanting to have lunch and he wanting to sleep. Yet, today.. he woked me up? Wow.. told me he woke up at 9+am.. saw me sleeping.. so he went back to sleep also.. Actually i kind of know.. but too lazy to open my eyes. He's different right? Today.. thats why i'm happy. :)

Its 9+pm now.. and he's at serangoon garden's liquid kitchen with his friends. Asked me if i wanna join.. but i dont want. Its a guy's nite. Dont want to tag along. Shall spend time with my bro. He's going to army in 13 days time. My bro is someone i cant imagine my life without. spent the past 21yrs with him.. Saw him going from.. kind of bad, dont know how to think, to someone who will listen to my advices.. really LISTEN.. change his bad habits and talk to me abt his fears and insecurities. Who would buy dinner for me when i'm not feeling well, bring my water to me for my medicine when i'm too lazy to go take. I wouldnt want to trade anyone to be my brother in my lifetime, except him..

2006-07-03T23:34:00.000-07:00

Was very diappointed yesterday night. The long awaited and planned trip to bangkok in august has to be postponed because of the 7th month, hungry ghost festival. Because of this, has a quarrel with stanrick. Till now, he has not called to talk about this at all. I kind of told him to let me cool down yest night.

I'm a buddhist. I believe that there are ghost everyday, all around us. Thus, i'm not that particular about 7th month or not. Somemore there's two 7th month this year!! Omg.

Too bad, his granny doesnt agree on this. He told me he shouldnt anger his granny just because of a trip. Well, what i'm angry about is- told me to plan and fix the date.. i went online to check the air tickets etc.. planned the date, supposed to book it this weekend, but in the end.. cant go. And he doesnt seem too bothered abt it. Maybe i'm the one who went to find date, etc.. so i'm so affected. Not going to plan anymore trips in future, unless he wanna go whole heartedly too. NOw it seems i'm the only one who wants to go so much. I'm seriously craving for shopping, food and massage in bangkok!!!!!! Arrrgghhh!!!!

Wonder if he'll call me today and if we'll quarrel again. Hate it. True, i'm the one who gave him attitude first. But that's because i'm so angry and disappointed! Doesnt one have the right to be angry or disappointed?

SIANZ.

2006-07-03T02:38:00.000-07:00

Office's so quiet today.. which is quite unusual.. normally monday should have lots of orders coming in. Actually had quite some plans this week. But all gonna cancel away because of some last min thing.. (kok siong coming tmr evening, cant go ikea with werry, wed maybe not going with stanrick to his friend's shop opening.. coz most of his Jc's friends are there.. they gonna have gathering.. etc) *shrugs*

Guess i'll just rest. Sick during the weekends. Took the stupid flu medicine and felt so drowsy. Damn. Have driving this thurs again.. HMM, still not excited abt it at all..

Unisim is so lousy!! Until now.. i havent even get my timetable or a letter from them telling me when my sch's starting!! Sort of regretted enrolling in that school. They had better not disappoint me again when lessons start.

I've spent quite alot recently. BUying lots of new products. hmm.. better reflect. *grinz*

Well, how do you pple feel abt lying? I mean.. white lies. (and i'm not talking abt stanrick here).. just a particular feeling. There are just some small little things bothering me. I dont know to continue trying to help that person or just forget it. We'll see.

2006-06-27T07:35:00.000-07:00

Just came back from Jurong Pt. Shopped around with werry after work, bought a skirt..(aiming for yet another one-green with lace and flowers. I know stanrick is gonna say not nice. but i like it!!) and met Selena and Steph for dinner at Fish and Co. Lucky Steph, get to spend sun, mon and tues at Sentosa with her darling.. Enjoying life! Sel's another lucky girl.. on leave tmr!! *phew* when's it my turn to rest?

Anyway, happy birthday Sel!! 23 yrs old already and enjoy urself tmr with.... u know who.. haha!! 80% chance u'll meet him.

Life's pretty good.. coming to month end. Hope next month will be equally good. :)

2006-06-19T07:15:00.000-07:00

I'm going to change a new blogskin!!
when will i have the time?? Anyone can volunteer to help me custom made one??
Haha!!!

Today's so relax in office that makes falling asleep damn easy. Having monday blues. Sianz and Werry's not there to talk crap with me.. Uncle richard is printing so slowly, it mades me feel like strangling him.. Customers are chasing me, yet there's nothing i can do!!

I wonder why some people are just so fortunate. Look at stanrick.. first job and its so high paying, with good colleagues and a good opportunity to build up contacts... Look at his friend marcus.. first job and he's company is buying a car for his?? what the.......!@#$%^&&*(*

Never mind, I'll take one step at a time and i'll make my way to the top one day-- slowly but surely.

One month two days left to go before my bro goes to army.. I guess, i'll miss him. His craps and nonsense. Somehow, very used to it for the past, 21 yrs. It will surely feel odd without him walking in and out of my room every morning and night.

Counting down!!

2006-06-16T01:51:00.000-07:00

I've read something very interesting and true--- abt relationships.
Read on..

Here's the website: http://www.gerzon.com/resources/comm_not_prob.html

Sometimes, i guess.. i'm feeling that way too.

OK, its friday again! Not much plans.. but definately gonna catch up on my sleep. Been a busy week for me. :)

2006-06-12T07:33:00.000-07:00

Communications and views sharing are very important things to understand someone and what the person is thinking about at that point of time.

You always dont like to plan, dont like to talk, its like i'm living in my own world, with my own thoughts and no one to share..

I dont like to wait.. i dont like to go home and wait for you. Why cant we walk home together, and spend the time talking?

Is everyday going to be like this next time? then i think i'll gonna be someone ultra quiet...

Getting into a cranky mood. Forgive me.

2006-06-10T06:31:00.000-07:00

Just came back from my daddy's birthday dinner! My bro's and my treat to sushi. Happy birthday daddy!!

Ah.. its 9.30pm on a sat night and i'm at home, with a Cleo magazine in front of me. How no life. :( Stanrick went to Sam's house to watch soccer. I wonder this world cup thing.. is it good or bad. Damn, so many people are addicted to it.

He said he'll be reaching my house at 9am tmr morning. Lets see if its true.
I'm getting busier and busier as the day comes. With driving and having to split my time between work, family, friends and bf. It really leaves very little time for myself. Next week, poor us, we can only meet on tues... time to meet is getting lesser and lesser for us, with him working... hmm.

Oh, i've permed my hair. And i hate it. Its really troublesome, having to style it etc. And i'm a sucker at styling my hair! But it makes me look more mature, with more talking power. I hate people saying that i'm a little girl, when i'm already over 21!!

Alex's back in Singapore. Still as crappy as ever, called me and say what he's my admirer. Damn. Told me i cant leave all-in. Otherwise, my 10% shares will be taken back. Threatening me? If not for auntie jane, i would have left long ago. And pls, dont act cute in front of me. i hate pple acting cute. Pls be natural ok? ..

Enough of my craps. Gonna read my magazine. Enjoy ur weekend peeps!

2006-06-01T09:23:00.000-07:00

I have a good news and a bad news to share..

Well, lets start with the bad news first.. "Xian ku hou tian"

One of the birds died in the paper bag and lots of tiny ants were crawling on it!!!
The other one 'jumped' away according to uncle Richard. I will never ever see how birds learn to fly. :(

Well, end of my birds story. Feel kind of sad, but at least i managed to save one, instead of let 2 die. Selena was still suggesting i go bury the dead one. WTF, ask me to take a plastic bag and hold it.. yucks!! Haha. Then told me can get her sales to help me as he will be coming to my office today. I was so excited abt it, ran out to see if the paper bag is still there, but end up, its gone. JTC people's 'shou jiao' also very fast... haiz.

Ok, good news is.... I'm accepted into unisim and school's starting in july!!! Finally get to study my degree.. but still, very heart pain because of the school fees. Well, at least i'm happy. Three years never study already. Haha!!
And i'll be going to my first driving lesson on 7th June. Test in Oct. So excited.

Tmr going to meet Auntie Jane for breakfast. Think its war time. I flare up at them.. all three of them today. Damn. Good luck to me.. so i can leave sooner.

2006-05-25T08:12:00.000-07:00

I did something good today and I'm happy. :)

JTC corporation, or shld i say ascendas pple came and informed me abt the layout plans to be submitted by the 30th may. Then i told them that we suspect there's bird nest at the roof, just outside our office. They promised to check it out and clear it away.

Less than half hour later, they came back and told us there's really bird nest and it has been cleared away and the hole blocked. It took me some mins to register, as i was really busy today.

Then i was like... "what? clear away? then is there baby bird inside?"

They looked at me as if i've grown a horn or became an alien.

"ya, there are baby birds.. our cleaner threw them away."

Hell.... I made them call the cleaner and ask where are the baby birds(they were saying at some grassland nearby). Judging from my colleagues and my reaction, they must be thinking we are mad, create such a scene because of some baby birds?

Haha.. in the end, they gave in and told us will bring the baby birds back.. I went outside with them, to take a look at the hole.. I saw a bird, flying near us and then away and then back again, as if searching for something. I've guessed it was the mother, searching for her babies. They guessed that as well.

I told auntie jane abt this and she still can laugh at me, saying i'm the one who caused the family to be apart. Damn.

Half hour later, they came in and told us the baby birds are back. Just that they are inside this paper bag, with the nest and all. Wei li and i was worried that the mother cannot see the babies inside. Haha.. in the end, we walked in and out to check, also to see that the baby birds are ok.. There are two.

The ascendas pple also very funny, because of these birds, keeping running here and there. Haha. Auntie Jane was saying very funny, they still will help us. I think inside their heart, they must be thinking "damn.. they think we got nothing better to do. We are looking after the tenants, not the birds.."

Wahahaha.

Finally, the mother saw them.. keep flying around it and calling out loud, as if calling for help. But at least by bringing them back, the mother can continue to fed them. If they are left in the grassland, they will confirm die of hunger, or get eaten by some animal.. SO, i've saved their life indirectly! Haha.

Hopefully they will be safe outside our office, in that paper bag.. And will grow faster (they are not that small after all. Got some feathers already, just cannot fly).. and then fly off ba. :)

2006-05-24T07:35:00.000-07:00

Recently, i've read one of my close friend's ex bf's blog entry...
I'm disgusted and truely, shld i say.. angry.

Yeah.

Disgusted not because he like another girl. But because of the way he phrase and write the whole entry. The beginning saying abt this ex gf.. how much he owe her, and he's willing to give him his everything but his love. Thereafter, saying he met this girl and their story turned out to be like a dream, a fantasy as the girl disappeared.

There's seriously nothing wrong with him liking another girl as his story with my friend has ended.. However, it is wrong when he still on and off gives her kind of hope.

In my opinion, this ex bf.. Well, he's kind of being selfish. He feels he owes my friend alot.. However he does not want to get back with her. From my guess, mainly its because of her personal outlook that he couldnt seem to give her his love. True, which guy doesnt go for looks, or shld i say, which human dont go for looks. What i dislike here is the feeling of on and off... He begin so afraid that he might lose her care and concern, her companionship that on and off he got to come sound her out and talk to her when he gets lonely.. when things(or girls) doesnt get in his way.

What guys shldnt do here is to continue acting like a couple with the ex when they have already broke off. There's nothing wrong with you saying you wanted to be friends or good friends. But be true to yourself, aint u being selfish? Dont tell me you're not afraid that XXX will stop caring for you and if she's together with another guy, wont you feel funny or try to win her back? In that case, aint u being unfair to her? Have you think of how you will feel if SHE's the one who keeps saying she like this guy or that guy?

Think of what is it you want with her. You all can be friends. If you want to be good friends, get past those ai(4) mei(4) guan(1) xi(4) first. Dont drag others and dont let urself regret when the day comes when she's together with another guy. If you're not going to give her your love, dont expect her to always care for you. She got her own life. Maybe you both doesnt realise it now, but as an outsider, maybe both of you are just dragging time, trying to deceive yourself.

There's nothing for me get involve and this is going to be the last time i'm going to comment on the two of you.

One last thing, this is my blog and i'm free to write whatever i wish. Just like what you said in your blog, its your life.. you are free to do what you want to do. Correct, but its also your choice to post it out to the public and people do have their own freedom to want to comment on what you've said. If you dont want people to comment, dont post it out.

2006-05-17T05:43:00.000-07:00

Its been so long and i'm back to blogging!

Life has been good, but pretty stagnant. Just read my horoscope, and it says this:

'May and June see of much decision making and changes. You might plan a trip or think of changing career. Do not be impulsive or reckless in making sudden decisions. Reflect on events over the last year and have clear intentions. Decisions will have a huge impact in the next several months. If on verge of a split up,healing will soon take place and set you on track by end of May. A friend or mentor will share your pain and sadness.'

All right, pretty accurate i guess.

(1)I am planning a trip- to KL, hopefully on 2nd June. That is provided that stanrick can confirm with me when he's starting work. He's at a crossroad now.. graduating and starting work. (its a change for him, maybe a change for me too- to be elaborated).

(2) I am thinking of changing career.

The next three sentences if what I keep thinking abt for the past weeks. Making me in bad moods. I seem to have lost interest in my job now. No drive at all and i get irritated with the customers and the jobs on hand easily. The promises that Alex is giving is beginning to take its impact on me.. All FALSE promises,(the last hope i have in him is on the 20th-if money will come in.)that keeps me waiting and waiting, hoping and hoping. Its just like the flame in me is getting smaller and smaller, till one day, it will really be gone.

But i have told myself that even if he finally fulfil his promise, i'm leaving for sure. Unless Auntie Jane put on a strong arguement, or if there is conflict between her and Peter. I'm thinking on how to handle this in a mature way, in a win win situation for everyone, including me. I dont want to be stuck here for long. Thats why i choose not to accept their offer to sponsor me for my studies(with 5.5yrs bond including studying time) and increase my pay. I only chose the pay increment part.

This decision that i make is going to have huge impact on me for next few months. Wonders if this statement is a pro or con for me. To be truthful, i stayed on in my current job mostly because of Auntie Jane. I feel i really owe her a lot, for introducing me this job and giving me all the welfares, including bonuses,company trips and 10% in shares- that is solely for me. Auntie Jane, if one day u glance upon my entry, pls understand that i do appreciate what you have done for me. Its because of my own future thats why i;m leaving. You have your own main business, thats why All-In is not really important to you. You just want to get back your investments and share the profits. For me, its my whole life career i have to think of.

Joining Peter's company is not the best alternative for me, but at least i feel is a stepping stone for my marketing career, since i'm going for a marketing degree. The pay will be much much lower, school fees sponsored, but at least there's no bonds for me. Peter may not be a 100% good boss-with his rubber band timing etc, but at least He's there for me to learn things from him.

Ok, enough of my work.

Abt stanrick, life with him is pretty good, i cant say very good, we still quarrel, he still gives attitudes. But the communication part is improving.... Ha, however.. he's going to the working society soon. I'm not sure how it will affect our life in future.. I've seen lots of couples breaking up last year and this year, mainly because of CHANGE. Be it army or working life.. there's bond to be changes, new pple, etc... Couples who are together for very long, even to the stage of planning marriage can also break off because the guy had change of heart when he started working, fall in love with colleague etc. Guess its another step we have to go through and see if we are able to move on smoothly.

The last part i hope there's a friend who will be there.. well, relationship with my friends are ok, at least for most.. However, i feel sad to say.. Maybe i;ve changed or one of my friend, Selena has changed. I value her friendship alot, but dont know what happened, we aint as close as the past.. Well, lets look and see.

Will blog again.

2006-01-05T03:44:00.000-08:00

I heard BS and Jeslyn is getting a divorce or already done it?

hmm.. i wonder if its because of that time that woman. I just pity the kid.

2005-12-05T01:08:00.000-08:00

My blog seems to be such a sad place. All entries are sad/unhappy. Ha...

Cant help it. Its always when i'm sad that i want to write. Seems like there's no one to share the sadness with me. :(

He's coming back tonight. Reaching Singapore at 9.40pm. I should be very happy. I've waited for so long, finally he's coming back. Everything seems to be so right during this trip. I thought our relationship is strong enough. Things are right, he's so nice and i feel so secured, so loved. Its only until the last 2 days. I dont know whats wrong, calls start to get lesser on sat and totally none on sunday. I tried to call him on sunday, but he always didnt ans. Except once. In my heart i already knew something is wrong. I just dont know what. I tried to sleep, but i cant.
Seriously, have you tried before, waiting beside ur phone, for that someone to call?
I know its stupid. But thats what i've been doing the whole of yesterday. Willing my phone to ring and hoping its him.....

I called him again this morning when i've reached office. Finally he ans the call. He keep saying nothing is wrong. But i know or knew it.... his attitude is bad. He wont be like this unless he's pissed off with something. Mins later, he msg me... telling me not to come fetch him tonight. He's skeptical over things. He needs to think. I called him again. This time round, he told me, he's angry with me. Very pissed off. Angry over something i did 8 months ago and angry over my attitude with him on saturday night. I couldnt get round to him. No matter how i tried to explain things to him or how i persuade him to let me come see him tonight, he refused.

Him: Dont come tonight. I dont want to see you. I will see you tmr.
Me: why? Finally i've waited till this day.
Him: you know how stubborn i am. if u come, thats it man. give me time to think. or if u want to come, hide in one corner. dont let me see u....

I really feel very hurt. Sometimes i really wonder, is it retribution?
I really couldnt love the one that i want to love. He's forcing me to leave.
I can remember all his sweetness, but yet i can remember his harsh words.

Yes, its my fault for doing that. But it was really so long ago. And u seriously dont know wat i'm thinking at that point in time. On your part, i know its scary that i'll take revenge. But you?? will you stop doing things to hurt me? If u seeing that makes u so angry/ hurt, how abt me?? when i see things u do.. i'm not trying to push faults here.. Just trying to make u see things.... and i really admit its my fault. but i really cant turn back time anymore.

Finally i have realised this.. things once done cant be undone. I have to accept the fact that i caused all these myself. Never have i realise that the last time i got to hold his hands and see him was when i was sending him to the airport on 18 nov. And the last call that we were talking happily was on 1st dec, when he told me he bought 2 tops for me. I took it for granted that we had lots of time.......

We cant be like last time anymore. U're skeptical and i'm too afraid to commit. Looks like its really not meant to be. I dont know if u will read my blog anymore, but if one day u happen to browse through this entry, remember.... always remember i will never stop caring for you.

If one day you ever need me, dont hestitate to call me..
If one day you see me with someone else, its not because i have forgotten you..
Its because i know i cant bring happiness to you, thats why i choose not to stay.

I do hope one day if you ever see me again, give me that little aknowledgement.
After all, we have been part of each other's life once.... thanks for all those memories. I will keep them with me.

Good bye baby....

2005-11-17T16:10:00.000-08:00

The talk of his long awaited overseas trip is finally here. He'll be leaving tmr night. Its really fast. I mean, few months ago i was still thinking, there's still time... Its still a long way before this trip. But now, its finally here. Guess he must be very excited abt it. I mean, who wouldnt? You get to spend few weeks in a foreign country with your friends. With no parents around to nag at you, few weeks of peace without any naggings, restrictments abt time to go home, etc. You get to do everything and anything you want.

I'll be the lonely one.

He's worried abt the bombings i guess. Hope everything will be alright during the time he will be there.

He can also use the time there to think if he likes life that way better.. without me to nag at him. Not that i'm lack of confidence. Just want him to choose his way of living life properly.

Enjoy yourself baby. Hope to see you soon. :)

2005-11-09T16:00:00.000-08:00

I'm back to blog. :)

Finally, its Nov. Busy month for me.

Things to update:~
1)Chalet at east coast this weekend!! Hope it'll be fun!
2)Baby leaving for his melbourne trip on the 18th!! Will only be back on the 5th Dec. Gonna miss him loads.
3)Going china/hong kong on the 23th-27th Nov

Will be back with pictures. Long time didnt update with photos le.
Anyway, baby has ended his exams. And, his temper is really very much better nowadays. Resulting in me not getting pissed off as easily. But his time management still quite jialek lah, but with some improvements. Waiting for the day where he'll improve 100%.

Lets hope he faster go, faster come back and be safe.
He promised to spend lots of time with me when he's back. And lots of presents!! :)

2005-10-04T19:00:00.000-07:00

I am not happy. I am really not happy.

I dont know what to do anymore.

2005-09-23T18:40:00.000-07:00

She called him on Wed.

He was stupid enough to read out the number to me and ask me whose number is this. I made him call back in front of me. Feeling as if something is abt to happen to me.

Anyway, finally made it to friday. Going to jurong east with him, Sel and Lynn today. He actually forgot it when he has just promised me yesterday. Thought we're going to lot1. KNS.

Tmr, we have no plan yet. Gonna rest myself. So tired mentally, emotionally. On sunday, i have a wedding dinner to attend with my parents and bro. He's coming with us too. Guess my dad liked him alot. hmm... It will only make me more sad if things dont work out the way i want it to be.

Was debating whether to reborn my hair or to perm and highlight it. Which one??

after so long

2005-09-16T11:05:00.000-07:00

Its been so long since I've last blogged. I've decided to continue writing. I do like to write. It gives me a sense of direction of how my mind flows. Haha.

Anyway, the past few months has been great. Really great that I've a feeling something bad may happen to me soon. Hmm, true enough, last sat was a nightmare to me after so many months of peace. I didnt really sleep for sat night and sunday night. I just kept crying when i'm alone and i'm like a walking zombie. Luckily, Selena accompanied me during sat night. I did a very bad thing back to him. I called someone he doesnt like me to contact. And, i did it on purpose. I hit him too. Very hard i know. But i feel he deserves it. For being chee hong. Enough said. On sunday, i met up with lynn at jurong east entertainment centre. We sat in delifrance for few hours, chatted our hearts out. She was telling me problems i didnt know she faced and i told her mine. We exchanged ideas and she told me what should i do next. It really made me feel better, giving me the direction for the next few days. Otherwise i'll be totally lost. I couldnt concentrate on work on monday and i feel i may faint anything. My heart was so pain. I dont think i can stand this kind of nonsense anymore. Then he apologise to me. Keep saying he's sorry but he didnt do it, really.

Should i believe or should i not? Till now, i have no ideas.

We shall just wait and see how this thing developes. ANyway, a relationship is all abt give and take, forgiving and forgetting, isnt it?

Anyway, lynn will be staying at my house, starting from Oct, till she's more settled in her job (she told me today she has finally got an offer!), then she'll find an apartment and move out. I really got lots of things to learn from lynn, things abt humans and behaviours. And have an open heart- this is the most important!!!

I'll update more often as of today. :)

2005-06-24T19:45:00.000-07:00

I was supposed to go for gathering today with my poly friends. In the end, i didnt go. Haiz. Prepared everything and wanted to catch the 6.30pm bus. In the end, auntie jane got to call. Talk abt the partition things, my work etc etc.. And worst thing is.. she asked me if i'm going out tmr! Told me to meet her at 9.30am to go back to office. OK. i'm complaining. But not because i'm lazy or wat. But because, i've made plans already. To go gym with selena. Finally found the time to go.. but, haiz.

Made Selena disappointed twice, today and tmr. I mean, she didnt say anything. But i just dont really like the idea of leaving her to go to the gathering alone and got to go home alone. I can imagine that kind of feeling. Endless train journey home alone or she's gonna waste money taking cab. And then tmr, promised her to go do some workout with her. Think she'll really be disappointed. Coz if she's the one doing it to me, i'll definately be disappointed. But, hope she'll understand.

Anyway, its gonna be a busy day for me tmr!

Morning come back to office, afternoon go stanrick's house slack, evening meet stephanie, probably to bugis, to shop for Sel's birthday present! We've already bought a scarf belt for her, but gonna shop for something else. Maybe a unique necklace? Then, we'll be heading to double O. For advance birthday celebration for Sel. Too bad vincent cant make it. He's always the one looking after our table for us while we go dancing. Hahaha! Its been a tough week. Worked late everyday. Average abt 9pm then leave office. Definately gonna enjoy myself tmr, despite the gonna-come-back-to-office morning.

My friends are great. My brother too. He came down to my office to help me with the carrier things for 2 days. He's fast in his work too. Thumbs up for you bro. Stephanie and Selena came down after their work yesterday too. Abt 8pm. Even bought food for us. So good right? I think its my qian shi xiu lai de fu to know them. Lynn's great too. She came to my office almost everyday for the past week. To use the computer and to help out. Hope that she can find a job soon.

For stanrick, he fake MC for 3 straight days. To come down to my office too. Damn workaholic that guy. But, he's punctuality abit poor. Gonna make him improve that. Coz i cant stand people who is late.

Nothing much has happened to me lately, thats why i didnt blog for quite some time. Everyday just work and meet my friends or home. Sleeping hours are getting lesser. Becoming more and more like a panda. My temper is also getting shorter. Gonna improve on that.

Damn Sianz. Gonna go wait for my KFC to arrive. Its another late night in the office for me. Update again soon! Take care peeps!

2005-06-17T18:30:00.000-07:00

LYNN is back!! She's here with me in my office for 2 days already.. haha.. feel so.. in the past.. Anyway, i've been promoted and Stanrick's proposal is approved...
He's joining me in my company soon.. :) Hope everything will be alright. We must all jiayou.

Our plans- to bring all-in up and to buy over the shares. Sounds easy? I doubt so.. lots of hard work and determinations needed. But, nothings gonna block me this time.

Enjoy ur weekends peeps!

2005-06-07T17:30:00.000-07:00

I want to channel all my energies into work.. I want to bring All-In Printing up.. If its successful.. then.. hahaha! I'll be so happy. Before that, i definately need to bang a few walls first.. i must endure. Hope stanrick's proposal is accepted....

Karma

2005-05-30T16:30:00.000-07:00

I just read a love story..just another heartbreaking love story..it got me thinkin of alot of stuff..shall summarize it in short..

Ann used to treat Pete very well..She baked for him..sewed cute little stuff for him..tried ways n means to make time for him..Initially the relationship was really smooth..They were a perfect match..She thought he was the one for him..she really tot so..she secretly wanted to marry him..although it was stil too early to even think abt it..but she had aredi gave in all her heart..

Time flew past..they spent alot of time wif each other..got so used to each other......but things started to change..bit by bit..

Pete started to criticise her...the way she looked..the way she dressed..things that were all so superficial..He despised how ugly she looked like beside him now..He put her down..made her reflect on herself..It hurt her..of cos..But what can she say? Although people always say beauty is only skin-deep..but Pete proved that he was actually so shallow..However, she really loved him..so she tried to improve..

Despite the efforts, Pete did not appreciate..He took no notice of the improvements she tried to make..Phone messages were not replied..Calls were ignored..It carried on...day by day..til the day she found out that Pete got to know many other girls behind her back..

She was devastated..the pain penetrated her...deep..But stil she plucked up courage to confront him abt it..

Pete proved to be very guilt-stricken..He apologised and begged her to stay..promising that things like that will not happen again..and tried to do little little things to make her happy again..Naturally..Ann forgave him..

However, not long after, Pete ignored her calls and messages again..After several times..Ann was disheartened..she finally chose to end this pointless relationship..(which i tot was reli d rite thing to do..cos Pete was really too shallow..)

Soon after, Pete got to know another girl..Moon..

Things did not go too smoothly for Pete and this new girl..because Moon did not like him at all in the first place...

In spite of this, Moon was soon touched by the little little things Pete would do for her..and they started seeing each other more..

However, good things never last..

On a school gathering, Moon realized that her primary school best fren, Ann was actually Pete's ex gf (what a small world)...She started relating what Ann was telling her abt Pete at tat period of time when Pete and Ann were stil together..

It came as a blow to Moon..She could not accept the fact that the "Mr-nice-guy" she was fast falling for is actually such a rogue..She had thought he was a really nice guy..a dependable guy..All her friends who saw Pete thought so too..Who would have known Pete was actually so superficial..Looks mattered so much to him...to the extent that he had to put Ann down..when he was not in any way better..(this is the worst thing to do..wad a bastard!)

Moon felt a strong sense of resentment and sympathy for Ann..she felt the strong urge to seek vengeance for her..

She got into a relationship with Pete soon after..Pete was totally in love with Moon..It felt so different to be with her..Everything felt so perfect for him..

Til the day Moon started to criticise him on how ugly he wore his specs..how unattractive his dress-sense was..how he was making her feel ashamed by just walking beside her..But he did not blame her for anything because he was too head over heels in love with her...He tried to improve on all those scornful comments Moon made..He devoted his time..efforts..everything that he could to satisfy Moon's expectations..

But now it's his turn to be put down..Moon did not love him at all in this "planned" relationship..All the feelings for Pete were since flushed down the river upon knowing Pete's history on that very school gathering..She just wanted to let Pete have a taste of his own medicine..

Eventually, Moon broke up with him after letting him go through that miserable stage..and she wrote a letter to Pete..

The contents were:

"I did not love you at all..if you are stil wondering..Maybe I did..but that was way before we became an item..Everything was just a scheme... to let you feel how it felt to be treated like how you treated Ann..surprised huh..that I actually knows Ann..Anyway what goes around comes around..I believe this is wad they call .. Karma.."

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Karma

Weren't you the one that said
That you don't want me anymore
And how you need your space
And give the keys back to your door
And how I cried and tried and tried
To make you stay with me
But still you said that love was gone
And that I had to leave
Now you, talkin' bout a family
Now you, sayin' I complete your dream
Now you, sayin' I'm your everything
You confusin' me
What you say to me
Don't play with me
Don't play with me Cause what goes around, comes around
What goes up, must come down
Now who's cryin', desirin' to come back to me
What goes around, comes around
What goes up, must come down
Now who's cryin', desirin' to come back I remember when
I was sittin' home alone
Waitin' for you
Til' 3 o'clock in the morn And when you came home, you'd always have some sorry excuse
And explainin' to me, like I'm just some kinda fool
I sacrifice the things I want to and do things for you
But when it's time to do for me, you never come through
Now you, wanna be a bond of me (eyyy)
Now you, have so much to say to me (heyy)
Now you, wanna make time for me
What you do to me
You confusin me
Don't play with me
Don't play with me Cause what goes around, comes around
What goes up, must come down
Now who's cryin', desirin' to come back to me
What goes around, comes around
What goes up, must come down
Now who's cryin', desirin' to come back I remember when
I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you
Til 3 o'clock in the morn
Night after night
Knowin sumthing goin on
Wasn't home befo me
You was, you was gone
Lord knows it wasn't easy, but believe me
Never thought you'd be the one that would deceived me
And never do wha u was supposed to do
No need to hose me fool, cause I'm ova you Cause what goes around, comes around
What goes up, must come down
Now who's cryin', desirin' to come back to me
What goes around, comes around
What goes up, must come down
Now who's cryin', desirin' to come back It's called Karma baby
And it goes around
What goes around, comes around
What goes up, must comes down
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me

2005-05-26T20:35:00.000-07:00

us16.. finally done... with all the pixs..

2005-05-26T20:34:00.001-07:00

us15.. he says his eyes looks big.haha

2005-05-26T20:34:00.000-07:00

us14

2005-05-26T20:33:00.003-07:00

us13

2005-05-26T20:33:00.002-07:00

us12

2005-05-26T20:33:00.001-07:00

us11

2005-05-26T20:33:00.000-07:00

at home le

2005-05-26T20:32:00.002-07:00

that villa again

2005-05-26T20:32:00.001-07:00

that villa

2005-05-26T20:32:00.000-07:00

err..

2005-05-26T20:31:00.001-07:00

that villa

2005-05-26T20:31:00.000-07:00

me.. at a beautiful villa.. discovered by geraldine and bryan

2005-05-26T20:30:00.002-07:00

us10

2005-05-26T20:30:00.001-07:00

us9

2005-05-26T20:30:00.000-07:00

hmm...haha

2005-05-26T20:29:00.002-07:00

hmm

2005-05-26T20:29:00.001-07:00

hmm

2005-05-26T20:29:00.000-07:00

them.... and him driving the buggy

2005-05-26T20:28:00.002-07:00

me.. outside the villa

2005-05-26T20:28:00.001-07:00

our refreshments... ah..

2005-05-26T20:28:00.000-07:00

haiweay.. in the pool

2005-05-26T20:27:00.002-07:00

me...taken by him

2005-05-26T20:27:00.001-07:00

me again

2005-05-26T20:27:00.000-07:00

him.... taken by me.. with haiweay behind

2005-05-26T20:26:00.001-07:00

me.. no comments.. haha

2005-05-26T20:26:00.000-07:00

us8.. poor skills again

2005-05-26T20:25:00.002-07:00

us7